The ghost in the shadows

Why?

*WARNING: CONTAINS RAPE"

"So why did you do it?"  he asked 

I just sat there all the way dumbfounded,  asking my self if I should or shouldn't tell him all the pain I went through when I was alive, Should I open up? What would he think of me? 

"I have my reasons" I said looking down at he ground

"ok, you don't have to tell me, but if you ever decide to tell me I won't ever judge" he said with a honest smile and I couldn't help but smile big, I think this could be a second chance as a friend.

"Ok..."I took a deep breath (lol ik ok don't judge me)" 

"It all started when I was in 6th grade, my uncle and my cousin had come over and we were all having quality family time playing games and telling stories, the night had ended and everyone said goodnight. I went upstairs after doing the dishes...

*Flashback*
This was some night, I really needed this, with everything that's been going on at school and all I really just needed a special night with the people who truly appreciate and love me, I cut off the water and turned off the light and went to my room, I put my hair in a messy but and went to sleep, I was awoken by the feeling of some one watching me, I opened my eyes to see my uncle Z looking at me,

"What are you doing? Is something wrong?" I asked him getting worried if something had happened to my family

"No, everything is alright, I just wanted to look at how unbelievably beautiful you are" he says in a seductive voice making me very uncomfortable,
"Ummm...ok" I say as awkward as ever,

"I think it's to go back to bed, uncle Z" I said laying back down and getting under my covers turning over, HUGE MISTAKE!
I felt the bed dip, and his hands instantly go to my waist,

"I wanna go to bed, with you." He said groping me in my no no places,

"Uncle Z.." I said unclear of what was going on at the moment

"Shhhh princess, I know you want it" he says turning me over and getting on top of me, I shudder with digust

"No, uncle Z get off of me!" I yell and he covers hits me in my mouth,

"Shut up! Someone is coming." He says as we sit in silence, we hear someone open and close a door, we hear them shuffle down the hall, I hear rustling just outside my door and I want to scream but I can't, my door opens and I sigh in relief,

"Dad, what are you doing?" My cousin Afri says

"Nothing, just doing what we planned remember?" He asked his son, and I started to get terrified again,

"Oh ok, let's do this" he said with confidence, closing my room door and locking it after, Oh my God, what was finna happen to me??
Afri came up to head of the bed wear my head is and held me down while uncle Z pulled off the little bit of clothes I had on, I was kicking away and trying to fight him off but to no avail he got my panties off, he started taking of his pajamas pants to reveal his erect penis, I cried out, but I knew I'd get hit, after he took off all his clothes, he kissed up my body until he got all way to my face, I was filled with digust,
I looked in to his evil eyes and saw no emotion,
"I've always been so in love with you, Key" he said pressing his penis against me, he forced open my legs, and slowly but painfully slid inside of, I screamed at pain and Afri quickly put his hand over my mouth, the pain I is unbearable, he thrust  into me painfully fast and hard, I screamed into Afri's hand, Afri took his hand away from my mouth but I didn't scream because he made a fist, He pulled down his Minnie mouse pajama pants and reveal his very erect member, he forced my mouth open and shoved his penis into it, I wasn't sure if I wanted to bite it or not, I'd soon gave up fighting, It was no use, I just laid there so empty, I felt useless, I felt dirty, Afri had stopped thrusting into my mouth after his orgasm,and continued to hold me down, knowing I wouldn't scream,

"Why? Why are you doing this" I say in tears

"Why?... Because I love you baby, and you deserve all the love you can get, don't ya you little whore" uncle Z said as he reached his climax and came into me,

"I'm tired out now, I'm going back to bed. Afri do what you want, just don't get caught." He said looking at Afri stern face.

"Ok, daddy" he said, as Z left the room, Afri quickly ran to lock the door and came back, and got on top of me, oh no not again 😢

"You never got to know my answer" he said in a grunt as he slammed his penis inside me causing more unbearable pain, he was much larger than his farther, I went to scream but quickly closed my mouth knowing I was gonna get hit,

"I'm only doing this because you're worthless, you're not sexy, you're not anything near beautiful, I just needed to loose my virginity so my gf would do me." He said and I felt my heart die,  he continued on with more hurtful words until he finished,

"Ew... you're bleeding, you're such a dirty whore"

"You're mom should have aborted you"

"Stop crying, you know you're enjoying this because you're a filthy whore"
"Be a good girl and make me cum hard will ya?"
And with he again came inside me, he jumped up, and put his clothes on,

"I'm gonna take a shower, I gotta wash all your filth off me" he said and walked out of my room, I laid there a bloody mess and just stared at the ceiling, I heard the shower turn off and a door open and close, I got up, grabbed a towel wrapped it around me and ran down the hall to the bathroom quickly closing and making sure it's locked, I turned on the water and got in, and start washing up, after I got out of the shower, I put on my deodorant and lotion, my lower region felt really sore and I walked slowly down the hall to my room and start getting ready for school, I put on my clothes and make up, I put on my shoes and grabbed my backpack, I went down stairs and started making breakfast for everyone, not like my parents expected me to, my mom usually does but I'm letting her sleep she deserves it, I did include z and Afri in the making of breakfast, my mom was the first to come to the kitchen as I was finishing the bacon,

"Honey, what are doing up so early?" She asked with a supprised look on her face,
"I guess, I woke up early..." Hoping it sounds convincing, she stared for a minute and then turned around and went to the table to eat her breakfast, everyone else soon came piling in and got their plates, I got mine and sat in middle of parents, my mom looked at me and smiled that motherly smile, and everything was ok again.

*End of flashback*
I smiled at the last part of the memory, I miss my momma so much, I looked at Jeremiah and saw the look of digust on his face, he must find me so disgusting, I looked down as the tears welded up in my eyes,

"I'm so sorry" I say as I start to so, I look at him and the disgust is gone, his face is turned into a panicked expression as he jumps up over to me, and wraps his arms around me,

"No no no, don't apologise, you did nothing wrong, ok" he says and my heart starts to feel warm,

"But why were you looking at me like that?" I asked him, he had a look of confusion on his face until realization hits his face,

"I was digusted  by what they did to you and what he said to you." He says getting angry, my heart again warms, I think I'm getting feelings, his phone start to ring,

"Hello?...yeah...awe man really... I'll be there in a few." He hung up the phone and looked at me with those big blue beautiful eyes of his,

"I have to go my sister is drunk...and throwing things at my momma" he says in a bored tone like it happens often, we got up, before he left he gives me a hug and says bye. One last question in my as I watch him retreat,

Can a ghost fall in love?