Lucifer

[Lucifer - Part one- 7]

I woke up to the sunlight streaming in through the motel's window. I stretched out my body and got up. I made the bed slightly, quickly loosing myself to my thoughts.

It felt weird because it was extremely quite here. Compared to the Asylum which was always buzzing due to the large amount of crazy people roaming throughout its halls.

I went into the bathroom, washed my face and drunk some water. I put my hands on the sink and looked at my reflection. I saw my coloured eyes, dark hair, and the scar on my cheek from when I ran through a glass do when I was a child. Back when I had... Family.

Oh god. Oh my god. My family! I killed them! They meant so much to me then I killed them!! Tears streamed down my face as I panicked and cried. I hit my hand quite aggressively on the tap causing me to cry out in pain as I collapsed to the ground.

The tears were an endless river that fell from my eyes.

Why did I feel remorse now? I had never felt it for them in the past. And Jasper? Where is he? What is his life like? He's only 17 now. Does he have a girlfriend?

Stop.

I forced myself to stop thinking about him. The more I thought, the more I hurt.

The banging on the door forced me to get up from the bathroom and see who it is. I opened the door with my good hand and was not surprised who it was.

Pertoski.

Her face went from light and happy to sad when she saw that I'd been crying. She knew it took lots to see me cry. She'd actually never seen me cry.

"Shit Isabel, are you okay? What is wrong?" She asked as her eyes searched mine, hoping they would hold the answer. "My parents, I killed them." I said to her. "Yes I know?" She said but it sounded more like a question. "I killed them and I feel it. I feel the remorse. Why am I feeling like this?" I asked her as more tears cam down my face. "Oh honey." She said then she embraced me. I let her and I feel apart in her arms. "You cracked." She said as she continued to hold me.

"Thank god it finally wore off." She whispered lightly, as of she didn't want me to hear her. She let go of my and held onto my shoulders. "What?" I asked her, curious what her meant. She never said things like this. "Nothing Isabel, don't worry about it." She said lightly.

"Don't think about it bel, it will make it worse." She said as yet again, looked deeply into my eyes. "Thank you Pertoski." I said. "Come on let's go, we have a house to move into!" Pertoski said, attempting to lighten the mood. I gave her a weak smile and wiped my eyes.

Pertoski went to let go of my shoulders and knocked my bad hand. I had been ignoring the throbbing pain for the past couple minutes but this brought the pain to light. "Oh you mother fucker, son of fuck that hurts!!" I shouted as I lightly gripped my hand and jumped around on the spot.

(A/N: I did this when I broke my finger minus the phrase lol. I jumped around and swore a lot and my teacher was just like U K? Ok continue)

"Shit! I'm sorry! What did you do to your finger??" Pertoski questioned as I bit harshly on my lip and cradled my hand. "I hit it extremely hard on the tap. I think I might've broken it." I said to her as more pain tears welled up in my eyes. "You think!?!" Pertoski stated sarcastically. "Erm well it'll be fine, we should go now." I said as I walked out the door past her, not liking the attention anymore.