Lucifer

[Lucifer - Part One - 8]

"Oh my god this house is massive!" Pertoski exclaimed as she span around in the foyer of our new house. "Yeah usually that's what 'mansion' means." I muttered as I observed the extremely large and expensive house, wondering how we managed to get here.

"Not trying to ruin the mood..." Tyler started and I felt the need to interrupt with my usual sarcasm. "When you say that it means you will." I muttered. Tyler flared at me before continuing. "What happens when the cops find the hotel? We are going to already be plastered on the news for escaping the asylum." Tyler said, bringing fear and worries back into our lives.

"Let's not think about that for now. I want to eat so let's go find some food." Pertoski said as she attempted to grab me and pull me out of the house. I stood still and shook my head.

I gave her a smile. "You guys go ahead, I'm going to plan a house party. Go find a teen hangout or something and invite them all." I said. "Great idea." Tyler said and Pertoski nodded her head. "Oh and before you guys go, please be careful. We don't need to get caught. And make up fake names if they ask." I said as they started to walk out the door.

They both acknowledged me and smiled at me before leaving out the door. I smiled back then went and found a room to claim as mine.

I dropped onto the bed and sighed, letting all of my thoughts run wild in my head. My fear and doubts. All I wanted was Lucifer but he wasn't here. It felt like he abandoned me when I need him the most.

'No we need to concentrate on this house party. We need to plan it and get everything ready whilst Tyler and Pertoski are out' I said to myself as I dragged myself back down the stairs.

This was going to be a long, strenuous and tiring night but hey, it'll be worth it. Hopefully.

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The bass was blasting throughout the neighbour hood as alcohol flowed in endless rivers. Sweat and lust combined on the dance floor. Many people on the dance floor were grinding against each other or drinking their weight in alcohol.

I didn't even have to buy many supplies as the teens and young adults brought alcohol and the ear bleeding music. They also provided endless amounts of food.

I smiled to myself and walked into into the dining room where people were dirty dancing and stripping on the table. It felt like a typical teen party. All that was missing was him.

"Hey come on you planned this party, enjoy it! Your a teenager for gods sakes!! Go grind on a random guy or hook up with someone!" Pertoski exclaimed in my ear. I jumped, not expecting her to be next to me.

I laughed and handed her my cup as I headed out to the dance floor. She laughed and smiled at me. "That's my girl!" She said.

I made my way into the sweaty crowd. The song 'Rockstarr' came on. A guy started to grind on me and I didn't care.

I didn't care about the fact that I loved someone else. I needed a rebound for now because he had hurt me. I understood that he might be busy or something but he should be here supporting me. So I was angry.

Quickly, I was ripped out of the mans arms and were replaced with another's. "What do you think you are doing with that man love?" He whispered harshly into my ear. I shivered involuntarily. "I'm enjoying the party I planned  so back off." I said back in a slightly harsh tone.  "I'll back off when you tell me what's on your mind." He said as we continued to dance.

"You left me when I need you the most." I said back. He harshly grabbed my arm and dragged me away from the dance floor and into a room that was somehow, my bedroom.

He shut the door and locked it. I walked to the middle of the room and crossed my arms. I turned back to him. "What the hell Lucifer?!" I asked. He walked up to me, his face almost touching mine.

"I did not abandon you." He said calmly. "You did. I needed you and you left me. I needed you after feeling so guilty for what happened to my parents. I killed them with no fucking hesitation Lucifer!" I shouted in his face. His tough guy facade fell as he took a step back.

"I'm sorry for what happened." He said calmly as if that's everything that he could say. "What did Pertoski mean by 'thank god it finally wore off'?" I asked him, having a feeling that he had something to do with him.

His facial expression dropped as he took more steps back. His breathing quickened up.

"What. The. Hell." I said as I walked up to him and got close. "What did you do?!?" I shouted in his face as his eyes were wide with guilt.

"I only wanted to make you mine." He whispered as if it was meant to be an apology. "Well I'm not 'yours' anymore!" I shouted then unlocked the door and stormed out.

I ran back to the party straight to the bar, trying to forget. I got myself a bottle of pure vodka and did shot, after shot, after shot until I couldn't feel the pain.

I swore I drank half of the alcohol supply in that party. I was sweaty, drunk and upset as I did a strip show on the table. I was also dancing on the dance floor, kissing guys, flirting and teasing them with my body just trying to forget the pain.

Lucifer had something to do with me murdering my family and what I felt after it.

My mission was now clear in my mind.

Forget Lucifer and ditch him in the dirt.

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Hey guys!!!

So here's another chapter for you and I hope you enjoyed.

Sadly, I only have 2 chapters left until I'm onto part two!!!

I think though, when I finish this part I'll take a break for when I go on holiday. #sorrynotsorry

Thouse💞