Broken

Chapter 17

I looked at him scared what he was to do next but to my surprise he just kissed me.

"Please stay, I love you so much and you're right if they are really my fans then they should be happy no matter if I'm dating someone or not." He said breaking the kiss but remained close to me. He kissed me again it was slow and in sink.

We broke the kiss and I just looked at him trying to read him. He really did mean it.

I kissed him again and I could feel him smile through the kiss.

"So, is that a yes?" He asked. I smiled and nodded a yes. He wiped my tears away.

"What they say doesn't matter cause I'm happy when I'm with you." He said cupping my face with his hands.

I was breathless all I could do was smile.

I may have the sweetest boyfriend ever.

He pulled me in a hug kissing my head lightly.

"No matter what I will always love you and no one can say or do anything to change that." He said softly.

Before I could say something there was really loud screaming out of no where and a message on my phone at the same time.

'Hey, where are you Shawn is about to go on Iheart. Xoxo Lox.'

"I have to go." I said I grabbed my coat and ran out of the hotel room and went to the road and hailed a cab.

"I need to go to Iheart radio station." I said.

"Hey, I'm on my way now." I sent her a text.

"Hurry, he is about to go on." She said.

I'm such a bad sister. How could I forget his freaking concert?

I called Lox and told her I was almost and had her come to the door to let me in with Garry, my brothers body guard.

When we pulled up to the radio station and asked him to pull around back. When I got out I gave him the money and ran to the door Lox was holding open for me. I ran through the halls following the voice of him nervous brother.

"Hey, guys I'm Shawn Mendes and I am so glad to be here with you guys today." He said. When we to the stage I walked over to the left side of the stage. "I'll be singing my original song Show you." He said.

[Not going to put the lyrics because the video has it but you should know the song if you don't that's the song up there^^^ xoxo the author that never updates]

But first chorus he looks over and sees me. He motions for me to come on stage with him but I smiled and nodded no. He gave me his puppy dog eyes which I can never say no to.

I sighed and slowly walked on stage they came out with a second microphone and placed it for me. We sung together which reminded me of when we were younger putting on "concerts" for our parents.

--End of song--
[I honestly love that song more than anything]

I smiled at him.

"Alright, I'm Shawn Mendes and this is my little sister Blake Mendes." He smiled giving me a side hug.

"Thanks for coming." He wispered.

"I'll always come for you." I smiled at him.

"Why we're you so late?" He asked.

"Me and Hayes were fighting." I said.

Hayes is going to be so mad at me. How can I just run out of there while we were kissing with out explaining? He will never forgive me.

"Hey, I'll be in your dressing room." I said.

"Okay." He smiled.

I smiled then walked off stage.

I called Hayes but I only got voice mail. I sent him a text but only got left on read.

I wrote a note to Shawn saying I had to go to the hotel but to call if he needed anything.

I took the car with Taylor Caniff and went to the hotel. We both got out and I ran up to the hotel room.

"Hayes I called walking in the room. I walked father I the room and seen him sitting on his bed on his phone I look the phone out of his hands and kissed him. It was slow at first but them it started speeding up. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled my onto the bed rolling on top of me.

"If this is the way we make up we should fight more often." He joked. I laughed and kissed him again.

I pulled at the bottom of his shirt signalling him to take it off. Let's just say my boyfriend is so fine like God damn. He reconnected our lips for a second only to break it again and taking my shirt off.

He looked at me for an few seconds biting his lip with a smile. He crashed lips to mine and kissed me hard. He made his way to my neck and then down to my neck for a little while.

He slowly made his way down my body until he got to my chest where he spelt his name out with hickeys.

"Blake?" Shawn knocked of the door. My eyes widened. I put on my shirt and fixed my self and opened the door.

When I opened the door I originally seen a happy Shawn that turned to a pissed off Shawn. He pushed me out of the way and stormed past me and made his hands fist up and punched Hayes. I got off the ground where I fell after he pushed me to the side.

"Oh my god, Shawn what the fuck?" I yelled as I ran over to the two boys.

"You were supposed to my friend and you fucked my little sister" He yelled at Hayes punching him I tried to pull Shawn off of Hayes but it was a stuggle.

"Shawn stop." I cried out. But he didn't stop.

"Damn it Shawn, before you seriously hurt him please stop." I yelled finally pushing him off of Hayes.

"Get out." I said.

"Not until you change rooms." He said with anger in his eyes.

"Get out." I screamed at the top of my lungs. He started walking to me and grabbed a tight grip on my arm and he pulled me out of the room.

"Shawn, let go." I said.

"No, you staying in my room until your flight back home." He said.

"No, let go of me. All of a sudden I get pushed back again but from behind this time.

Hayes grabbed my arm out of Shawns grip and punched him.

I pulled Hayes back and stayed in the middle of them.

"Shawn, get out." I said ice laced in my voice and fire in my eyes.

"You know what fine whatever I don't care anymore." He said.

He stormed out the room and slammed the door behind him leaving me with a bruised and bloody Hayes.