Broken

Chapter 5- Blake.

"That boy was actually a friend, Ivy ended up sleeping over at his house with his brother but we didn't do anything." I said.

"That's not the point Blake, you had a boy sleeping with you in your bed." Shawn said.

"Then what's the point? Why are you freaking out about the fact that I had a boy sleeping with me if we didn't do anything?" I asked kind of getting agravated.

"That something could have happened, what if you were sleeping and he raped you?" He said raising his voice slightly.

"He wouldn't and he didn't and what about all the times that I could have got hurt because my big brother wasn't there to help me." I said.

"That's not the point." Shawn said raising his voice a little more.

"Really Shawn? What is the point? Is the point that you want to control everything I do? Is the point that I'm not allowed to have a friend stay over?" I said as a rhetorical question.

"No, the point is I don't want you sleeping with someone I don't know personally." He said.

"You want to know who it was? It was Hayes. Happy?" I said raising my voice some more then walking away leaving Shawn in shock.

"I walked down the hall to my room and messaged Ivy telling her to tell Hayes to get swimming trunks on cause we're hanging out on the beach.

I went to my closet and put on my light pink bikini that had black outlining and took off my sea shell necklace that I got two years ago.

I walked down stairs and out the back door to go to the beach. I walked down and seen Hayes on the beach waiting.

"Hey, how did your talk go?" He asked.

"Better than what our talks used to be." I flashed a fake smile.

He smiled back and then picked me up putting me on his shoulders and went to the water and I started skirming around trying to get down.

"Hayes please put me down." I laughed.

"Okay." He said and before I knew it water was surrounding me.

I got up and looked at him and smirked. I went to him and gave him a little push hoping he would loose his balance and fall in but he lost his balance and fell in but took me with him. I came up and so did he and I dumped him back under. I stood up and he stood up with me.

I smiled at him and he walked up in front of me and was so close our nose could touch he leaned in and I leaned in too but before our like connected someone grabbed Hayes shoulder turning him around and punched him then grabbed my arm dragging me away I snatched my arm back and seen Shawn with a mad look.

"What the actual fuck Shawn?" I yelled.

"Let's go, now." He demanded.

"No, you know what her the hell away from me." I yelled refusing to go with him.

I took a few steps back to Hayes to see I he was okay and helped him stand up because Shawn punched his really hard.

"Go home Shawn." I demanded.

"Fine, be a whore in done trying to help you." He said.

"Like you tried to help for three years?" I said.

"I didn't want to talk to you because all you would have some was bring me down." He said.

Wow, first a whore then a dead whieght what do you bag to say next.

"What ever Shawn I had you why don't you just leave and never come back?" I snapped.

"Because unlike you this is my actual family." I said.

"Dick." My voice cracked tears gathering in my eyes.

I got Hayes up to his feet and walked him to his house taking him up to his room and then leaving.

"Shawn was right this could never be my family. I was just an orphan girl and biological my mom and dad didn't want me why would anyone else want me. With years in my eyes I walked down the beach to the boat dock where the Mendes house boat is and went inside locking me in.

I say on the couch and put on the tv.

My life fucking sucks.