Insecure- Hayes Grier

Chapter 5

Hiiiii Ella's backkkk, my iPad has been dead for honks and I forgot my password so I wouldn't update on my phone or my computer so yaaa here's chapter 5 enjoyaaa

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We where all sat in my living room, except hayes of course, he was really getting my my nerves lately

"Sooo, me and the guys where talking" Cameron started " and we where thinking" Shawn said "sins magcon is coming up like this weekend" Matt said "we where wondering if you two would like to come as guests?" Nash finished, my eyes widened

"WhAt!" I shouted

"YEYEYEEYEYYEYEY" ally said jumping around like a mad man then she fell I'm to jack g's lap, they stayed there for a while starring into each other's eyes

I looked over to Nash and he looked like he was going to explode, his hands where in fists' his face was blood shot red his eyes where not the normal blue they normally were, they where close to black, he was full of jealousy, and anger

"Dude are you okay?" I questioned putting my hand on his shoulder, he moved away then stormed out "what's his problem?" Jack g questioned "what's his problem" I repeated his question "WHATS HIS PROBLEM?" I said a bit louder "HIS CRUSH IS SAT ON HIS BEST FRIENDS LAP, THATS HIS PROBLEM!" I screamed "hey ella calm down, jack didn't know" ally said trying to calm me down but it didn't work

"ALLY I CANT BELIVE YOU ARE STICKING UP FOR HIM AFTER ALL THE 'Nash crush' YOU KNEW HE LIKED YOU AND I KNEW YOU LIKED HIM BACK!" I screamed "ELLA YOU NEED TO SHUT UP, I HAVE GOTTON OVER NASH NOW!" She said, I was so taken back by hew words

"WELL HOW ABOUT YOU AND YOUR NEW 'BOYFRIEND' GET PUT OF MY HOUSE!" I said running up the stairs, I heard the door open and slam a few seconds after

I fell onto my bed and cried, I cried until I couldn't cry no more. I wonder what all the other guys are doing right now all sat in my living room, confused, it started to rain so they must be still there

I walked over to the ledge of my window and watched the rain drops race down the window, until my little race was interrupted by someone knocking on my door

"Come in" I said, my voice cracking a bit from all the crying, Shawn walked in "hey, how's it going buddie" he said coming over and patting my back, his voice was full of sympathy, I didn't like people giving me sympathy, it made me feel like the centre of attention, I didn't like that either

"Fine" I tried to say without crying but I couldn't keep it back, my tears where stinging the back of my eyes so I just gave up and let all my tears flow out "I just lost one of my friends and my BEST friend, by sticking up for one friend" I mumbled into Shawn's shoulder, his hugs are so comfy I could stay here all day but he let go

He stared down into my eyes since he's such a tall boy, his eyes where so perfect, the cute little lazy eye, heck he was perfect

We where stuck there for a while, until something happens that I never thought would of happened

He. Kissed. Me.

It was so magical sparks flew everywhere, it felt like someone had oped a zoo in my stomach, but it reminded me of hayes' kiss.

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Flash back

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"hayes please stop" I said between giggles "not until you say you love me" he said still tickling my sides "FIne" I breathed out, then he stopped and just stared at me "what?" I questioned

He snapped out "oh nothing, your just so beautiful" he said smiling, I could feel my cheeks start to redden, he leaned in, I didn't know what to do so I just kissed back, I felt so so in love, I have never felt love before I didn't even know if it was but I sure as heck felt something magical

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Flashback ended

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When we let go we just looked into each other's eyes and smiled, Shawn's such a sweet guy

I heard someone cough awkwardly

I turned my head to my bedroom entrance and there he stood, his hands shoved deep down into his pockets looking down at his feet

"Who let you in?" I questioned

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CLIFF HANGER, again I'm sooooo sorry I haven't updated in like yonks and tbh this chapter is quite full of so drama so yeah I'm proud, I was thinking of adding some more characters in, if you want to give me any ideas kik me;lukespenguin or you could message me on my message board or private messages also comment on any mistakes or maybe I need to improve on my writing things, I'm also so happy 100 views thanks, means a lot:D