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2 years later
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Here I am, my new school
I'm so scared because one it's high school and two it's in a completely new town, but it's good because my best friend ally hat to leave also because our dad's work in the same works so we had to move because of work things so yeah
The worst thing I'm scared of bumping in to the brown haired blue eyed little rat, that's right hayes grier, somehow my dad had to get his job in the same town as him
You don't understand how much I have been scared of this day because I have a wired feeling in my stomach that he's going to me here as soon as I walk in this door that's in front of me
I moved my shaky clammy hands to the silver piece of metal as I touched it, it made a rattling sound because I was so scared you guys ,might be thinking why are you so scared of him and that you thought we got on so well, so you thought wrong.
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Flash back
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"I fucking hate you ella, you get jealous about everything, we aren't even together!"
He screamed in my face, I could feel the tears welling up on my water line.
"YOU KNEW I LIKED YOU, YOUR JUST A PIECE OF SHIT I THOUGHT YOU WHERE DIFFERENT TO ALL THE FAMOUS PRICKS BUT YOUR NOT, YOUR JUST THE SAME"
After that I ran out the house I don't remember where I was going it was so snowy I couldn't see anything until I collapsed into the snow on the ground and broke down
"Ella, ella are you there?" Someone that sounded familiar said, I just sobbed until I felt an arm around me, I looked up "Nash?" I said wiping my eyes so I could see more clearer "yeah your parents are here to pick you up" he said, his eyes where full of sympathy
"Oh okay" I said
"Are you okay?" He asked "yeah I'm fine" I said in a 'don't worry' tone of voice
"Hey do you want me to tell hayes?" He asked "no no no no" i said "well okay" he answered
He walked me home and when I the got home I literally cried and cried until I couldn't cry no more
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After that happened I lost contact in all of the boys sometimes there's that odd conversation you know
'Hi' 'hi' 'how are you?' 'Fine you?' 'Yeah I'm good' end of conversation
I turned the cold Handel and peeped in, there he was sat like he was a king with girls swooning around him
When he seen me oh my his face was shocked but then looked guilty, I was soon snapped out of my trance when the teacher started talking "okay class, we have a new student today she said" pointing her finger at me "so be polite, her names ella, ella would you like to take a seat next to mr grier" she asked
Really?
I walked over to the seat and sat there, I seen hayes staring at me and I just gave him a snobby look, he was probably so shocked because after all that happened I had completely changed, I had a lip pricing, I wore more baggy clothes I know it sounds sad but I was so upset I started to eat and eat and I had put so much weight on.
I wish ally where here, she would know what to do but sins she's 2 years older than me she's not in school any more but we are still best friends and always will be
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I was sat on my own at a table right at the back where know one could see me, I was never the one for bonding or making friends to be honest that's why I only have one friend, ally she understands me
I felt someone presence so I looked up there he said thinking he can just sit anywhere because he's classed as 'popular' he had not changed a bit "what?" I questioned "hi" he said back "what was that, I'm sorry I thought you said you hated me?" I questioned "your still mad about that" he said looking up "well you know when you tell a girl you fucking hate her and that I'm just always jealous, well that sticks with here for life also with me actually liking you, I regret falling into your little trap hayes so if you don't mind me I'd like to sit on my own thank you very much!" I snapped
By now I had caused a scene but I was not bothered because I'm so proud that I stuck up-to that dick that thinks he can play with girls but right now we are in high school and he needs to start getting a grip where not in middle school anymore
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Hey guys soon in a few chapters you guys with find out what happened to ella in the past with hayes it's a little obvious but I will tell all of it in about 10 more chapters thank you for being so update and stuff it means a lot if you have any improvements the. Just comment or if you have any ideas the just kik me:) kik:lukespenguin or tweet me twitter:@X_penguins_X thanks the next chapter will be either tomorrow or the day after
If I have gotten the school things wrong well I'm really sorry sins I'm from Britten I have only learned this from other fan fictions I have read so yeah
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FanfictionShe's just a girl that's insecure who gets bullied but know one else knows, not even her best friend until hayes sees something that changed Ella's life, forever...