Waking up I came in realization with last night.
Luke Hemmings told me all about his feelings for me.
I layed in bed thinking about last night. the kisses. him holding my hand, I couldnt help but smile.
I got up to go see luke, and all the boys.
"Hey guys. whats up?" I said to the 3 boys. luke was missing.
"what some food?" calum said handing me a cheeseburger
"cheeseburgers this early in the day I mean its like 10 am." I laughed grabbing the burger
"dude, its 1:30" Michael laughed
"I knew that " I laughed
"so uh where's luke?" I asked taking a bite of my burger
"He went to go see liz" calum shrugged
"oh, I didn't know he had a girlfriend" I frowned. why would he kiss me if he had a girlfriend?
all the boys laughed at my comment
"what?" I asked ashton
"Liz is his mom Val " ashton laughed
I laughed to not because I thought luke was dating his mom, but cuz the boys were adorable. they were like a mini family.
"so any plans tonight?" I changed the subject
"We were gonna party buuuut we have school tomorrow." calum pouted
"I completly forgot about school." I internally groaned at going to hell tomorrow.
"We can skip" Michael shrugged
"Yeah im staying" calum agreed
"I'll think about it " I smiled
"Luke pribably wont be back till tonight" calum told me
"okay cool" I shrugged leaving the room
I decided I would go back to 'My room' for a little.
I was now going to text jasmine. Tell her all about luke
thats when my phone rang.
jasmine the phone read.
"Hey I was just about to text you whats up?" I said
"hey im really sorry. but I just can't do this anymore." she sounded like she had been crying.
"Wh-what do you mean?" I had no idea what she could be talking about.
"I-i cant be your friend anymore. people are starting to hate me too and I just can't be around you anymore my reputation is at stake"
I could find words to say. I was hurt of course she didnt want to be my friend why would anyone?
"please dont hate me. I just I can't maybe if you wernt such a lose- oh my god im sorry I didnt mean that I meant-"
"I get what you mean. have a great life jasmine." I hung up the phone still processing what has just happened.
my best friend of 12 years just ditched me because im not cool.
and there it happened I just started crying. crying my eyes out.
"hey Valerie want to go get some-oh my god are you okay?" ashtons voice filled the room
"huh yeah im fine I just. I just"
"Hey sh sh its okay you don't need to tell me whats wrong its all okay." he came over and hugged me.
"why is so much wrong with me! why couldn't I be the popular blonde! its just not fair" I cried into ashtons chest.
"Valerie everything is okay. It's all going to be great okay?" he layed his chin on ny head hugging me tighter.
"no one loves me im a loser. no matter how hard I try ill always be a loser. I cant live like this any longer everyone hates me"
"not everyone hates you Val, I like you" he smiled at me
"Thanks I like you too" I smiled back at him.
thats when it happened.
His Lips crashed on mine, I was confused at the gesture but I soon found myself kissing back.
"Im sorry I didnt mean to I was just I uh I like you valerie.." he said rubbing the back of his neck
"I-uh I I dont know what to say" I said honestly not knowing what to say
"I get that you dont like me I was just. im juat gonna go." he said practically running out of the room.
"what the hell" I touched my lips.
I cant believe ashton likes me
but I like luke. I dont like Ashton
Do I?
A/N
can I be her?
sorry its short but I have band practice in 10 mins so yeah.
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