fixed // Luke hemmings fanfic

chapter 9

Valerie

its been a week since the record label called the boys. I haven't actually spoken to luke since, hes been "busy"

I understand his music comes first.

but not even one call.

he hasn't been to school either. which has been hell. I have nobody to confide in.

Everyone seems to pick in me when im weak. without luke.

and now day 8.

6 days without luke at school

I dont know if I can handle it anymore. I hate being alone.

so now as I walk out my house imagining how great it would be for luke to come sweep me of my feet aand save me from going to the hell that is school.

---

why? why am I the one everyone picks on?

ive never once done anything to any of these people and they find countless ways to ruin me.

walking through the halls is hell.

various things are screamed at me walking down these halls.

but one thing I hear sticks out the most.

"Valerie why dont you just go die?"

and thats when I feel the tears stream down my face. and I realize I cant handle this so I do what I know best. I run away.

I went home and I couldn't get the voices telling me to die out of my head.

I needed someone before I hurt myself.

To luke

I really need you right now.

waiting for a responce I did something I hoped Id never do again.

I cut.

and it felt so damn good.

after about 7 calls and 12 texts I realised luke wasnt going to answer.

so I called ashton.

---Ashton---

"Guys I want pizza" michael came into the basement joining luke and I

"michael we are trying to write a song pizza wont inspire us!" I laughed

"GUYS I HAVE AN IDEA!" Calum screamed running down the stairs

"is it a song idea?" I asked

"no, I was actually gonna order a pizza." he shrugged

"THATS WHAT I JUST SAID." Michael excitedly said

"guys unless your writing a song about pizza you can leave." I said laughing at the two

"well maybe we will." michael said leaving the room with calum

"I have an idea for a song! what if its about-" I was interrupted by lukes phone ringing

"Just answer it luke! Its Probably Valerie" I said annoyed at the phones ringing

"Ill Call Her later right now Try Hard needs to be written." luke said

I was annoyed at this. if Val was my girlfriend I would never ignore her, I would love her with everything I could and here luke is ignoring her calls.

"Luke just answer shes called like 8 times already, OH MY GOD ITS RINGING AGAIN"I screamed

"Ash calm the fuck down thats your phone" he giggled

Valerie

The phone said I of course answered on the 3rd ring.

"Hello?"

"Ashton? c-caan y-ou c-ome over I rreally need someone and luke isnt answering" I could hear her sobbing like crazy

"Valerie is everything okay are you okay? why are you crying?" luke looked up from his writing.

"Ashton whats wrong with her is she okay?" luke questioned.

of course now he's worried about her

"c-can you just please come to my house I I dont think I can do this anymore" she cried into the phone

"Ashton is she okay? whats wrong why is she crying?" luke bacame even more worried

"yeah valerie dont do anything stay where you are. me and luke are on our way." she then hung up the phone

"Luke I think shes going to kill herself" I said quietly

A/N

Im sorry this is short and that I havent updated. I suck as a person. Im sorry this is sad idk i was in a mood.

I love you guys and I swear on luke's hair I will do frequent updates this week.

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