I’ve got a black heart,
A thing for the dark,
A troubled past,
And a smile that can’t last.
I found a safe space.
I lost my faith.
I’ve been broken
By words left unspoken.
Sometimes I’m happy, sometimes I laugh,
And I swear to myself that I’m not going back.
But it’s okay if I do, because I’ll never lose
As long as I know that I’m walking with you.
I have scars,
Because things went too far.
I don’t cry,
I just keep it inside.
But, I bleed,
Where no one can see.
But, I’m fine.
I’m not gonna die.
Sometimes I’m happy, sometimes I laugh,
And I swear to myself that I’m not going back.
But it’s okay if I do, because I’ll never lose
As long as I know that I’m walking with you.
I’ve had bad day,
When nothing goes my way,
The longest nights,
When I fought for my life.
And I fell
Deep into hell.
I fought my way
Back from the grave.
