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Stan is kissing me.Stanley fucking Marsh is kissing me.
My lifelong crush is kissing me and I'm not doing a fucking think back.
Instead, I pushed him away.
"Gah! What the fuck! What are you doing?!" I stood up quickly, backing away from him.
He was doing it because he felt bad. He obviously wouldn't have feelings for me. It was one sided.
Stan didn't mean anything by his little stunt.
"Wow, dude, calm down," Stan said while standing up.
He took a step closer.
"No," I said, "don't come any closer. Don't touch me."
My heart was pounding against my chest, my cheeks were burning. They must've been a deep red by now.
Stan took a step back, putting his arms up in defense.
"I'm-I'm sorry, I didn't know I wasn't allowed to kiss you."
"You're not allowed to touch me or kiss me or anything. Don't fucking lie to me asshole and get my hopes up," I said, glaring at him.
"Okay, okay, I'm sorry."
Stan looked down at his feet afterward.
"Look, I'm sure you already know, someone obviously told you. I like you okay? Like I really like you, and you kissing me just didn't help."
"Kyle, wait, I like you too. I really like you too."
"Don't fucking lie to me, Stan! You don't like me. You've had a girlfriend since 4th grade. Why now, all of a sudden would you have feelings for me? See, you don't. You just don't, Stan," I huffed, fixing my hat.
"Kyle, no, I-"
"Stan. Shut the fuck up and go back and suck faces with Wendy."
"I broke up with her."
"I-what?" I rose a brow. "You broke up...with Wendy?"
"Yeah."
I stared at him for a long while before walking passed him.
"That doesn't change anything, Stan. You're lying to yourself and me. You don't like me, Stan."
And then I left Stan in the restroom alone.
My cheeks were still puffy and red, but I was okay. For now.
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Kyle went back to his locker and got the rest of his books from it. Kenny got the books that he dropped already, so he was fine there.
He was still a bit shaken up from what happened earlier, and he still felt Stan's lips on his own.
Kyle was furious.
He was so mad at Stan.
How could he just play with his feelings like that and kiss him?
Kyle was just stubborn, and blindsided.
He couldn't see that Stan really did share Kyle's feelings.
Kyle was scared.
Just scared in general.
Kyle left Stan there, in the bathroom, while he headed to class.
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