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~10 weeks later~
"Oh my gosh girl did you tell him already?" My sister Alaina asked.
"No i haven't" i answered playing with my acrylic nails.
"Gianna you can't be keeping this pregnancy away from your baby father, don't you think that is kind of wrong" she said.
"Alaina you just don't understand" i said playing in my hair.
"What don't i understand? Odell has to know" she said.
I sighed and looked down at the ground and just felt like crying.
Me and Odell haven't spoken ever since our breakup and it kind of hurted me when I found out he was dating somebody else now and i really wanted to make it work with him. We were together for 3 years going on 4 and it is sad to see the man that i love move on so fast and be with someone else, yes we did have our issues but i loved this man to death and i still do to this day even though he moved on. I am pregnant with his son right now and i just don't know how to tell him.
"It's okay honey, you'll be fine" my sister said rubbing my back as i started to cry.
"I miss him" i said in between sobs. It hurts me so bad to see him with that girl like it makes me feel so sick to my stomach. We've been broken up for almost 6 months and i am almost 6 months pregnant and the break up feel so new like it happened yesterday.
"Everything happens for a reason and he moved on and you need to tell him about his child before it's too late" she said before getting up and walking away.
I put my head in my hands and thought on how i was going to tell him. I grabbed my iPhone 6+ that was sitting on my lap and went to my contacts and scrolled down and i looked at Odell's name. I can't believe i still have his number but that don't even matter right now. I clicked on his name and put the phone to my ear and nervously waited for him to answer but it went straight to voicemail so i dialed again and it went back to voicemail but i didn't give up, I continued and i ended up calling him 10 times but there was still no answer so i just threw my phone to the side and just started to cry.
I know he have nothing to do with me and couldn't careless about my feelings right now but i needed to tell him about his baby boy. I know i should've told him a long time ago but to be honest i was too scared to and i wasn't ready to tell him.
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Odell
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