His Nerd (Markiplier X Fem!Jacksepticeye)

Memory Loss And Comas

(Jackie's POV) 

I just woke up in tha' hospital, not knowin' how I got there. 

"Where's my ma? Shouldn't she be up here too?" I asked. 
"Well, you told me you didn't want her to know about the bullying, Jackie," the red-headed Korean replied. "But, Jackie, I'm your boyfriend. We've been together since the ninth grade." 
"We have??" 
"Yeah. We both are, and we're proud of it." 
"But... who bullied me?" 
"John. John Puckett." 

Just then, a few memories flooded intuh' my head. One was of Marzia bein' pushed into a school bathroom. Another, the redhead in front of me pushin' a blonde boy, my guess was John, into tha' wall and threatenin' him about me. What tha' fook happened? 

"You okay," Mark asked. 
"Yeah, a few memories came tuh' mind when ya said that name, though," I sighed. 
"They did? Well, what about Mark Fischbach?" 
"I-" 

My head pounded with memories returnin'. It was too much fer me tuh' take on. I was feelin' dizzy and it felt like a migrane plus a headache, with both times twenty. I could see tha' red-head in those memories. He must be Mark. But, it got tuh' be too much and I eventually went into a deep sleep. 

(Mark's POV) 

"JACKIE," I gasped. "Jackie, please don't fall asleep!" 

It was too late. She was asleep and wouldn't wake up. I shook her several times, trying to wake her up. A nurse ran in from all the commotion. 

"Jackie, please wake up!!" I cried, ignoring the nurse's questions. "Please!!" 

Tears streamed down my face as my attempts to wake her up failed. I punched the wall. 

"FUCK!!" I cried, falling to my knees in defeat. 

A nurse came to my side as the doctors tried to get Jackie awake. 

"Mark, just calm down," she began. 
"I can't fucking calm down!! My girlfriend is in a coma because of me! I made her think of too many memories and it's my fucking fault!!" 

I ran out of the hospital and to my car. It was gonna break my heart, but she needed her family up here. I hesitantly called Mrs. McLoughlin's number. 

"Hello? Mark, what's going on," she began. 
"U-Um, Mrs. McLoughlin?" 
"I'm listenin', Mark. Is Seana okay?" 
"...N-No. She's in the hospital."
"WHAT?! I'm comin'!" 
"Wait, but... she's in a coma." 

I heard the phone drop and heard her starting to break down. I felt so bad. Jackie's sister was gonna kill me when she knew this was caused all because of me. I hated myself for this.

Within ten minutes, they were here and by Jackie's side. Her sisters were on the verge of tears, with their mom bawling.

"I'm so sorry, Mrs. McLoughlin," I began.
"Fer what?"
"I caused this... I made her remember too much and it caused her to go into a coma."

Her mom and sisters got up. I knew they were more than likely gonna strangle me. I deserved it... But... She hugged me.

"Mark, none of this was your fault. The nurse called us and told me about the bullyin'. Ya don't need to blame yourself fer anythin' ya didn't do."

I felt something snap in my mind.

"But I didn't get to her in time!" I started, beginning to cry. "She got beaten and raped because of me!!"

Jackie's mom and sisters looked at me in surprise.

"Excuse me," Allison began. "She got what?!"
"Yeah... And it was all my fault!!"

(Jackie's POV)
Three weeks later...

"-my fault!!"

I began tuh' wake up, hearin' Mark's voice. Through the coma, I heard almost everythin' they said. By they, I meant my ma, sisters, and Mark.

"Ugh..." I began, beginnin' tuh' sit up.
"Jackie?! Baby!?" I heard Mark say.

I opened my eyes and looked over at him. He gasped and ran over tuh' me.

"Thank God you're okay," he cried, huggin' me. "I thought I lost you..."
"You'll never lose me, Markimoo," I smiled, usin' his nickname.
"Good... I don't wanna lose you either, Jackie..."

Fer tha' next few days, Mark stayed with me. My ma and sisters left, knowin' I was in good hands. After I was let go by tha' hospital, we went back tuh' Mark's place, where he promised tuh' take care of me until I got better.
I swear, I love that man with all my heart. He takes care a' me, loves me no matter what, stands up fer me, and doesn't push me towards things I don't wanna do. But to be honest with ya, there's a real reason why me and John have such bad history... 

We've dated before. 

Back in the eighth grade, that's when we met. I figured out he was bisexual and that he liked me at tha' time. So, we dated fer about two months, until everythin' started goin' downhill.
He verbally and physically abused me, and I couldn't take it anymore. I had tuh' have my older brothers tuh' help get me out of that relationship. That's why John has bullied me ever since... He wants me back. 
I couldn't let Mark know. Then he'd become super protective of me. I didn't want that. I wanted this tuh' just be a regular, sweet relationship. Not where I have tuh' be guarded every day. I just don't know how long the secret will last...