Secret Twin (On Hold)

Chapter Eight

*Chapter Eight*

*I stood it my in my room everything was lit by the fire from the fire place. My body felt cold and I didn't like it.I want sure why but everything at the moment seemed to make me calm. I knew I should be panicking about going out with Jamie later but I just couldn't.

My body stayed frozen in front of the warm fire. My mind almost felt blank and my head hurt. This feeling reminded me of how I felt when I was tooken away from my family.  As I thought about the tragic day I had no emotion to it.

Not even a spark of anger or jealously. Nothing! And this made me want to fear but like everything else I couldn't. It was like my fire had suddenly went out and I was left with nothing but cooling ash.

Why couldn't I feel something? Something I alway felt? I wanted to feel pain I wanted to cry at how my best friend Smoke had nearly killed me earlier. But like everything else I had ever wished for it didn't come true.

Most people would think im crazy for wishing for pain but I need something besides this emptiness. Ever since I huge Elsa I found my emptiness grow it had always been there but it was easier to ignore then.

I forced myself to turn away from the fire and look at the full length mirror. My reflect was paler than usual and the freckles on my nose and cheeks were darker. My hair was wet from the shower I just took. My red robe was tied tightly around me.

Cry! I demand at my reflect Smile....Something!?

And it worked a small tear escaped my left eye and I smiled in relief as I felt relief, sadness,  and panic.Just then I hear a familiar voice from the door.

"Blaze open up me and Elsa have a surprise!" Anna tells me.

Slowly I walked to the door and opened it to face my two smiling sisters. Anna held makeup and Elsa held a box I raised my eyebrow and they laughed.

"You didn't think we were going to let you get ready for your date by yourself did you?" Elsa smirked.

"Well I thought you would have been to busy," I answered honestly.

"To busy for a sister?" Anna laughed,  "Never!"

Anna grabbed my hand and and pulled my to my vanity chair making me sit. I smiled at her spinning around once. Elsa set the box on my bed and walked over helping Anna set up the makeup.

"Okay I'll do her hair you do her makeup!" Elsa demanded.

She grabbed the a bursh turning me to face the window. I looked out at the clear blue sky as Elsa brushed away at my hair. Anna soon blocked my view holding makeup utensils. I groaned this was going to be long and painful.

As my sisters 'Pretty me up' Annas words not mine I sat thinking. What would the date be like? I had never been on one?! Was it really even a date? What would we do? Was Jamie excited or as scared as I was?

I wasn't scared as like fear more like a nervous scared. If that mad any since? Then a sudden random question ran through my head. What was Jamies favorite Color? I didn't know why I cared or why I suddenly really wanted the answer.

After what seemed like hours I heard Anna nearly scream in joy.She smiled brightly at me Elsa took the place next to her she smiled at me to.And I had to admit it made me nervous did I look funny? I was about to turn and look but Anna stopped me.

"No not yet you have to put on you dress first!" she said.

I groaned Elsa brought over the box she had put on the bed.Holding it out to me I looked at it looking back at her. She stood her head up smiling brightly. I hesitate before taking in carefully I set the box on my lab.

It was a white box a red ribbon was wrapped into a neat bow on top.Slowly I pulled the silky material undoing the bow.It fell to the floor and I removed the lid inside layed a necklaces and underneath that was yellow dress.

I grabbed the necklace it was a silver locket I rolled it in my hand it was shaped like a heart and Blase was inprinted in the middle in red letters.Tears filled my eyes and a cry rised in my throat.

"Where did you fine this?" I whispered.

"Well I went to our parents room for the first time since I was really little, and I found it hang on the side of mothers vanity mirror," Elsa explained, "When I seen it I remembered my and Annas there all exactly alike besides for our names carved in it."

I opened mine to find it empty the pictures had been removed!? I remember on each side was a small painting one of my mother and father the other of me and Elsa holding Anna.Sobody had removed the pictures. And I had a feeling I knew who but I just couldn't remember.

"Ours are empty to but we can fill it," Anna said, " But right now you got a date who will be here any minute now put on the dress fast!"

"Um yellow im not sure..." I replied.

"It will be perfect!" Elsa assured  "now change!"

I stood up and quickly changed into the piece of clothing. I then tied the bow in the back before turning to look at my sisters. They jestered to my full lengthed mirror I walked over to it my eyes widen in shock.

I was glowing not in flames like I usually did but just me myself. My hair was fishtail braided to my shoulder it was like I usually wore it but somehow Elsa made it look more....I couldn't find words. The dress fell to my kness and my makeup made my gray eyes pop.

I stood not sure what to say I felt pretty and confident I wanted to yell to the world look at me now. At the moment I felt happiness but it was cut short when I realised something I frowned.

"Does he know?" I asked.

Elsa looked at me with a confused look as did Anna.I looked back at the mirror and held out my hand allowing a spark shot out followed by a flame. The red, orange, and yellow flame danced around my palm.Ashes fell lightly.

"Does he know about you powers?" Elsa said "No, all he knows is that your our sister nothing more."

"How many people outside this castle knows about me?" this was important.

"Nobody only the people who work in the castle and very few guards, " Anna tells me, "We didn't want to tell everyone just yet because we don't know how some are still trying to get used to having a Snow Queen we don't think adding a Fire Princess would help the matter."

"Don't tell them, but most importantly don't let the word get out," I warned.

"Is that a threat?!" Elsa challenge.

"No its a promise, if they no im here you will regret it" I answered, "Now I must go Jamie will be waiting. "