Well lately I'm still barely going through high school problems. Just some relationship problems. He was an upperclassmen. We been dating for 9 months and I don't how I feel anymore..He makes me feel loved one moment and pushing me away? well yeah I'm those girl end up actually still think he loves me. But ever since I enter high school, something changed me the way I see this relationship at the moment..
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past 1 month later. It's November
me and Natalie is shopping for dresses at the moment and this what I chose
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And Natalie dress
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n: girl I'm scare..
me: why would you be scare though..?
n: because..- actually never mind
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Natalie pov
well I been busy with projects and school works plus my job ugh. It was almost the holiday season so the airport would be busy like always but it's cool with me. Now I'm just laying on my bed facing the ceiling. *sigh*
I really don't know if i'm happy being a senior? Maybe I been thinking so much about school works and preparing to go to Colleges or University to be some sort of career I have not decided? Welly maybe now I'm just planning to be a teacher.
It's only Sunday right now but 8:00 pm but I'm debating should I sleep or stay up looking through social medias? well I chose to sleep.
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It's 6:00 am
It was very cold. I took a quick shower. Then I dress up like usual and went to the kitchen. I was craving some ramen so I made myself one package.