I know what not to do,
Don't cry in public, you want to cry on your own.
Don't cut again, it embarrassing when someone asks.
Don't hurt others, you're too lonely to be actually alone.
Don't be sad, Trying to explain wanting to die is too exhausting.
Don't punch a wall with a broken knuckle, you can fuck up your whole hand..
I know what do to,
Yet I still seem to cry out loud, hurt others, be sad, and destroy important things.
