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David Dorbrik- I Refuse to lose you

I'm actually back bitches!!!!! Jk😂 ik what you might be thinking "you already said that" *says it in a mocking manner*
But you guessed wrong!! That wasn't me that was one of my friends who wanted to try this out so I let her but I'm finally back and I hope you enjoy it. Also for some reason this song reminded me of this chapter idek why 🤷‍♀️. Also where I am currently it's 12 and I have school tomorrow so sorry if it has mistakes.
*Warning*
This chapter contains strong language, enter at your own risk.

I threw myself into the bed and buried my head under the blankets.
"Don't take it personal baby" I said as I got in the bed and sat beside him.
"Please... Just leave me alone" He groaned.
"David, relax it was just a joke! " I whined.
"Saying that you like other guys isn't a joke! " He yelled form under the blankets.
"David I only love you" I groaned.
I laid my head on his back but he instantly moved.
I smacked my lips in annoyance.
"Fine be that way" I said as I got up.
I went and stormed out the room.
"This is bullshit! " I yelled as I slammed the door behind me.
"Is he really mad? " Dom asked.
"Of course he is! " I yelled.
"Dude chill it will be all good tomorrow" He said calmly.
"But that's bullshit! I didn't get mad whenever he jokes about being with other girls" I yelled.
"It's fine, he will get over it" Dom said trying to assure me.
I rolled my eyes and grunted.
"I can't be here anymore" I grumbled.
I went into my room and changed out of the outfit I was in.
(Choose one ⬇⬇)

(Also pretend your wearing tennis shoes for both)

I got my keys that we're on my night stand and walked out.
"Oh so me your leaving? " I heard someone say.
I looked in the direction and saw it was David.
"Yes I'm leaving because I can't stand being here when your acting like an asshole" I said.
"Oh, huh, so I'm being the asshole? " He said like if it was unbelievable.
"Yes David you are! " I snapped back.
I sighed and rolled my eyes.
I rose my hand as if signalling to stop.
"I dnt have time for this" I said slightly annoyed and inpatient.
"You seem to never have time" He replied.
"Stop! Just stop! " I'm dealing with you right now" I said walking towards the door.
"So instead your going to walk away and find someone else to tell your problems to!? " He yelled.
"What are you talking about?!? " I said confused.
"Nothing... " He mumbled.
"No tell me, tell me David what has been on your mind that you think is such a big deal? " I said beginning to raise my voice.
"Look I know what happened in your previous relationship and I know... I know that you cheated in him" He said.
I laughed drily and but my tongue trying to hold on the tears.
"Your a douchebag you know that right? You know that I didn't cheat on him and and he cheated on me right? " I said.
"And if you didn't then I guess you aren't the guy I thought you were" I said coldly.
"Well then I guess we were both wrong because I thought I fell in love with someone who was loyal and not some cheating who're" He replied.
I looked at him and disbelief and I could see the instant regret on his face but he took it way to far for me to car.
"And I thought I fell in love with a guy who actually had a little faith in me... But I guess I was wrong with that too... And you can start looking for another girlfriend who is up to your standards and Stoops as low as you do" And with that I slammed the door in his face.
I could help it and I let the tears stream down my face carelessly.
I felt hurt and betrayed all at once.
Then not knowing where I was going I began to walk away from the man who I thought loved me and who I thought trusted me.
I somehow ended up in a bar and I was to hurt to think straight that I went in and walked straight to the drinks.
I took shots after shots trying to numb the pain I was feeling, mentally and physically.
"Hey gorgeous" I heard someone behind me say.
I turned around and saw this decent looking guy behind me holding a drink in his hand.
I scrunched up my nose and turned around.
I was not ready to go fooling around and especially not now that not to long ago I just got out of a relationship.
"Don't be scared I won't hurt ya.. " He slurred. I could tell he had way to many drinks.
"No thanks I'm good.. " I replied trying not to slurr my words.
"Oh come on.. " He said as he wrapped his arm around my waist.
His breath reeked alcohol but I can't say mine didnt also.
"Get off of me" I said as I tried to push him off.
I was too drunk to do that so I tried to stop in his foot but failed miserably.
Before I could say anything else he shoved his tongue down my throat.
I tried to tell him to stop but instead it sounded like muffles.
"Get off of her" I heard someone yell.
I then felt the man bring pulled if of me and I saw as he was thrown on the floor.
I saw this tall figure... Well at least taller then me stand in front of me.
"Sor...ry du...de I did...n't know...sh.. e was y.. your girl.. fri.. end" He slurred.
The guy didn't say a word but instead pull me away.
"No.. No.. No" I began to say.
The stranger let go of me and turned around facing me.
"Let's go your drunk" The man said.
"No! I do.. not ev.. en know you" I said.
The man rolled his eyes.
"Your drunker than I thought... Come on let's go" He said again.
He went outside the bar and continued to drag me along.
"No! I have a boyfriend" I said.
I frowned and then remembered what happened.
The stranger turned to face me and seemed interested.
"My bad.. Had a boyfriend" I grumbled.
He chulcled.
"Had? " He asked.
"Yeah had... He was being a dick" I said.
"I'm sure he was" The man replied.
"Yeah but that doesn't matter because I... I still Love him and he obviously done at love me.. " I mumbled.
"And what makes you say that? " He asked.
"He accused me of cheating when I didn't do shit" I responded annoyed.
"Well that is pretty shitty but I'm sure he feels bad... " He answered.
"Psshh... Yeah right" I said.
"What makes you say that? " He asked.
"If he did feel bad he would be here and he would at least try to say sorry but guess what he isn't and that sucks because- "
The stranger cut me off and gently pressed his lips on mine.
I shoved him back with full force which didn't do shit but he understood and stepped back.
"Didn't you just hear me! " I Yelled.
"Yes I did and I clearly remember you saying you had a boyfriend.... " He stated.
"Yeah but... But I still love him" I whined.
"Then be his girlfriend again" He said.
"What? " I asked.
"Be his girlfriend again" He said again.
"No... He's a douchebag and he hasn't said sorry.." I said.
"I'm sorry... " The stranger said.
"Excuse me? " I said looking up
I then noticed the guy I was talking to wasn't a stranger but it was David.
"David? " I crooked.
He got down on his knees and stared up at me.
"I... Am sooo sorry" He said.
His words broke my heart a little.
I felt the tears coming.
I looked up trying not to cry.
"Please forgive me" He begged grabbing my hands.
"Get up... " I mumbled.
He stayed in the ground ignoring me and putting his forehead on my stomach.
"Get up David... " I said a little more louder.
He didn't budge.
Is ighed and pulled his arm up signaling him to stand up and he did.
He stared into my eyes as I stared back and we stood there in silence.
I don't know what has gotten into me lately or maybe it was just the alcohol but I felt more outgoing.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him.
He didn't respond immediately, co fused of my actions but responded later on.
He deepened the kiss and put his hand behind my neck trying to get me as close as possible.
He bit my lip causing a loan to escape my lips.
He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist.
He walked away from the the bar and I heard a car door open.
He carefully sat me in the seat and pulled away.
"We should stop.. " He said in between breaths.
"Why? " I asked very confused.
He chuckled and looked down for a second and then back at me.
"I don't really want to take advantage of you while your drunk and because were in the middle of a parking lot" He said.
He then pushed my legs in and closed the door.
I watched as he made his way towards his side and got in and closed the door.
He put his seatbelt on and turned the car on.
"So.. That's it? " I asked.
He turned his head to face me and smiled.
"Go to sleep and we will talk tomorrow" He whispered.
He turned back and drove away from the bar.
I sighed slightly annoyed and turned the other way grumbling.
Slightly embarrassed and flustered of what just happened I ended up feeling drowsy.
I slowly began to close my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
When I woke up I noticed that I was in Davids room and the light were all turned off in the room.
I sat up and looked at his clocked which read 10 pm.
It wasn't as late as I expected it to be.
"Your up? " I heard a voice say beside me.
I swiftly turned my head to the other side and saw that it was just David.
"God dammit it David! You scared me! " I whisper shouted.
"Sorry" He whispered back.
That's when I noticed he wasn't decent and the only thing covering him was a towel.
"Did you shower? " I asked.
He chuckled.
"Uh yeah, it's pretty gross not to" He said.
I laughed sarcastically and rolled my eyes.
That's when I noticed I wasn't wearing the same clothes.
"Did you change me??" I asked completely shocked.
Yeah I know he's seen me naked before but it's weird since we "broke up" Not that long ago.
"Yeah.. " He said as if it wasn't weird.
I sighed and got up and off the bed.
"Where are you going? " He asked.
I opened my mouth to speak but no words came out.
I finally remembered and came up with a lame excuse.
"I'm going to my room to use the bathroom" I said instantly regretting it once it left my mouth.
"You know theres a bathroom here right? " He laughed quietly.
He walked closer to me and put his hands on either side of me.
He leaned in so close that I could feel his breath on my cheek.
"I'm so sorry about what I said earlier and I know you would never cheat on me... " He whispered in my ear.
He then caressed the side if my arm which made me feel tingly inside and out. Being so close to him made me feel breathless, but I didn't want to forgive him to easily.
I inhaled sharply and took a step back out of his reach.
Even though it was dark in the room I could still see his face of disappointment.
He breathed out a breath and with his hand he went through his hair.
"Dammit" He cursed under his breathe.
"I can't... Forgive you that easily" I said truthfully.
"Dammit you drive me crazy and I have not knowing what you do about it and it makes me angry knowing that you could leave at any second and your the best thing that has ever happened to me and I just knew and know that I can't live with out you and I feel this queasy feeling when I see and I think I love you...." He rushed out.
I was taken aback by his words. David was never the "love" Type and him saying those 3 words made my heart skip a beat.
"You what? " I said shocked.
"I love you gosh dammit, you want me to scream out to the world? " He asked.
I took a deep breath and tried to process this. He knew I loved him but he never told me that he did.
I bit my lip trying to think of what to do.
"Don't do that... " He said
I faced him and gave him a confused look.
"Do what? " I asked.
He stood silent and groaned and went and sat know the bed.
I then noticed this whole time he was still in the towel and not changed.
He put his hand on his face and put his elbow to his knees.
"Don't... Don't bite your lip like that... " He mumbled.
He stayed quiet for a while and then looked up and leaned on the bed.
"Why? " I asked.
"I saw his grab a hold of the new sheets.
He clenched his jaw and didn't say a word.
" Why? " I asked again.
He began to breath harder and then he stood up abruptly and grabbed the sides of my face.
"Because that's my job.. " He said.
Before I could respond he leaned in and kissed me. He pushed his body up against mine and grabbed my waist trying to pull me closer.
I pulled his hair trying to savour him.
He turned around and layed me on the bed.
He began to tug on my shirt signalling to take it off and I did as so.
I pulled myself up on the bed as he broke the kiss and unbuttoned my pants and pulled them off.
My heart was beating so fast it could literally pound out of my chest.
He took of the towel from around his waist and got on top of me and began to kiss me.
I shivered as I felt the water from his hair drip on my bare skin.
He flipped us and saw me on top of him.
He smiled and went behind me and unclipped my bra. He pulled the sides of and admired my chest.
"Your so beautiful" He said breathless.
His words made me blush and feel hot.
He then flipped us over and pulled of my underwear.
He stopped and went to the cabinet on the side.
He pulled out a condom and turned to face me.
"Are you sure you want to do this? " He asked.
I smiled and laughed.
"It's a little to late now" I whispered.
He put his hand down and smiled.
"It's never to late" He whispered back.
I bity lip and nodded.
He smirked and put the condom on.
He grabbed the sides of my waist and got into position.
I bit my lip and put my hand on top of his.
"Are you ready for this? " He asked.
I nodded and took a breath.

End of chapter!!! 😂 jk there will be a pt. 2 if you guys want and with more details. Anyways hopped you enjoyed it and I will try to post on the other books.