Random Stuff: Shrek the Third

reasons

why am i called...

"fat"?

i'm kinda chubby, but no, i'm actually pretty skinny otherwise. it's weird to explain.

"sl-t," and "wh-re"?

i'm just gonna be frank right now, i have *awkward cough* the largest, um... things... in my year at school. and i'm uncomfortable about that. in my circumstance, if i am caught speaking to any boys, me and that boy are mocked for days about being a couple... even though we're not.

"b-tch"?

just a general insult.

"irrelevant"?

my main tormentor, whose name i will not disclose, thinks he's cool because he relays ricegum's insults to me and his "friends".
none of them actually like him.

"stupid"?

i haven't the slightest idea. i'm more intelligent than a lot of people in my class. no joke. this girl had swelling on her cheeks today (eyes were fine) and told our year head that (and i quote) "my eyes hurt. can i go home?"

"liar," and "dishonest"?

i lie because i don't want them to know.

that i built myself a life online.
that the internet is a part of me.
that i'd go insane without the internet.
that i'd be pushed over the edge without a place to grip.

you guys help me.

i love you all.

i love you all so, so much.