So Close

Why I Can't Trust You

Baylea's pov (first person) continuing of Why not

Why not? Why not?  That's all he has to say, he betrayed me, he stabbed me in the back, told me he cared right to my face, ok it's not like I was dating him but still... It's not fair, it never is.

"Darling, how are you doing?"my mother asked " I don't know what's been going on but you seem sad."

" It's nothing" I mumbled I'm just looseing my best friend that's all I thought "I'm just tired." I say instead

" Alright well if you need anything you know where to find me" she winked of course I know where she'll be, in her office like she always is.

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" Erica it's too dark" I complained

" Nah it's cool it's... It looks nice on you I promise" Erica protested

" What are you doing?  Ouch!" She stabbed me in the eye

" Sorry.  Little bit more..... than..... PERFECT!" she slammed the make-up mirror.

" Why must you do this to my face."

" It's phase one!" She threw a dress at my face " There, wear that"

" I am not going anywhere looking like this I look like a wh-" she covered my mouth

" Shhhh my sister is listening"

"No Ella would not be that stupid" she opened the door Ella smiled

"Sooooooo have you seen my contacts?  I know I left them here somewhere, or did I?" Ella looked around on the ground

" El I swear I'm so close to strangling you!"

"You wouldn't dare, not with Lukas around!"

" Oh yes I would, now scram" Ella ran away

"I'M TELLING! I'M TELLING!" she screamed

" GO AHEAD!" Erica screamed back then turned to me " I can get Mike to drive us he's cool" Erica has 5 siblings here I will list them by age(counting Erica) Lukas age 20, Mike age 19, Will age 18, Emmett age 17, Erica age 16, Ella age 5, guess they messed up with Ella I reckon she was supposed too be 15 but oh well.

" Let's go" she stopped my thoughts, and we headed off to the dance.

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We entered the dance, beach theme lingered in the decorations, then I saw Fredrick and Adylin I caught his eye and I quickly look away then he says something to Adylin and she nods and leaves then he starts coming toward me, holy crap, my grip on Erica's hand tightens.

" Hi." He said " look I just wanted to apolog-"

" No I get it, it's fine go hang with your girlfriend." I looked down at the silver dress I had borrowed from Erica

" I'm gonna go" Erica pryed away from my death grip and disappeared into the crowd

" So I wanted to" he lifted my chin so I was facing him"let me finished, I wanted to apologize I shouldn't force you into friendships or anything else that isn't fair, no you forgive me?"

" I don't know..." I tried to look away but his hands kept my head in place, I could feel my face getting hot

" Please, I miss you."

" Alright fine, god I am way to soft."

"But I love it" his lips were right there inches away from my I wanted to kiss him but I know he would hate that besides it wrong, I couldn't do that to him, could I?  No I can't nope I turned to walk away.

" I got to go" suddenly he grabbed my hand and pulled me back I spun into his arms and are lips touched, no, I didn't want this to happen, sh!t, my eye were wide but his were closed my eyes closed this was so wrong, so how come it felt so right? He pulled me closer all my thoughts started melting away, inbetween I heard him say I love you  I pulled away. I can't trust him this is why. God I wish he was mine.

" Sh!t" he said

" Sh!t indeed" I agreed " let's pretended this didn't happen, okay?"

" Good idea. I'm sorry I didn't mean too...."

" Drop it, just forget about it"

" Forget about what?" He smiled and winked

" Thanks" I smiled back, then he went to find Adylin.

" Hey are you ok? You look pale." Erica asked when she returned

" Yeah I'm fine, let's just go home." I looked down and played with my gold hair

" Alright." She sighed.