I was Stunned to see what just happened.....My future...my love GONE...............DEAD forever "this time it wasn't fake.."I sobbed as I Hold his body in my arms "Why?Why me? WHY THE FUCK ME???????!!!!!!!" I screamed as tears streamed down my face.Suddenly the Ambulance showed up and quickly put M in the Vehicle "Wait I want to ride with Mr.Desanta"I say as I climb into the vehicle with Michael. "Its going to be a bumpy ride M." I whispered into M's ear then I kissed him on the Forehead. Some of the of the workers looked at me then just shrugged it off. It seemed like Forever but we finally got to the hospital then they rushed Mikey to the ER.....Of course I'm not allowed in there. While I was in the waiting room I felt.... Worthless.....Hopeless...Depressed I saw a shard of glass on the floor they must of just of have patients that were in a car crash.I grabbed it and put it to my arm then I started cutting blood was going everywhere people were freaking out. Streams of Tears went down my face until everything went black..