Voiceless

Pain

Pain

When the clan she joined with Will died, she was so down. Yes, she wasn't a member for that long but she had a friend there. And even though everyone spoke in Indonesian, she still felt slightly happy with them. She was the type who gets attached easily after all.

"Hey Will," she said to her best friend. "I can't believe our clan died. I just... I just wish it didn't happen. I will miss them."

"It can't be helped. The group rank was a waste though. Rank nine." He just simply stated.

As always he was calm and collected. She wondered if he ever panicked or felt emotional. Because she was dramatic almost all of the time.

"Where are you going now?" She then asked, looking at him with teary eyes.

"Please go with me. Please stay with me." These thoughts filled her mind. "I don't want you to go to another clan. I'm just asking you because I don't want to force you to follow me."

"Anywhere." He shrugged.

"Ok so he hasn't decided yet. Maybe I can convince him." She thought. "But no. I need to be a hundred percent sure that he's not forcing himself."

"I have many friends from other groups. Just pick one and I can easily let them know to accept you." She quickly said, still looking at him with those sad eyes.

"How about you? Where will you go?" He just asked.

"Ohh. I am going to join a low level group. My friend, Ian, asked me to help him manage it." She explained. She met Ian a few days after she met her best friend. He frequently helped her with Team Instance and she was really grateful to him. Were they close? Maybe. She wasn't very sure because she had a different meaning of "close". One thing was sure though, Will was closest to her heart right now.

"I see." He just said, deep in thought. "What's the name?"

"Oh it's SixPathsofPain." She informed him.

She then saw him think and check the group's ranking. After a while, he remarked. "Hmm... They have a steady activity rate."

"Do you..." She took a deep breath. Come on! She knew she could do it. "Do you want to go with me?"

"Ok." He nonchalantly said.

"I-It's ok if you don't -" She started saying but when she realized what his answer was, her eyes widened. "A-Are you sure? This is a low level group. I expect you to join the top two groups or something."

"Nah." He just shrugged. "They're steadily growing. If we joined, their growth will speed up."

"Ok then." She said, smiling. Yes! He'll go with her. She was so happy.

And so they transferred to another group. Everyone from that group, especially Ian, was joyful when she joined them. She felt so appreciated and needed, it flattered her. And so she swore to herself that she would do her best for this group to stay alive.

"I'm glad you're finally here, Queen." Ian smiled as he greeted her. He was always cheerful and loved to joke around. And so she assumed that him calling her "Queen" was one of his antics.

"Yeah. Glad to be here." She just smiled.

And unfortunately, she didn't talk that much to her best friend because she was so preoccupied with her duties and talking to Ian.