I wish I could turn back time and relive the memories left behind that consumes my every thought. I never knew that someone could make another person feel so complete. When we drifted apart it felt like he had left with a piece of me and no matter how I try to fill that void I failed miserably. How could I ever react differently? I lost my best friend, the one person whom I really and truly connected with and I knew he felt it too. We were just friends and nothing more but the love that I felt was truly overwhelming. When I hear his name I can't help but smile but then my smile fades and there is this empty feeling at the pit of my stomach. The worst part of it is that he pretends to be my friend, always checking up on me and pretending to care about me when we both know that he really doesn't
want to be around me anymore but he is too much of a good person to stop talking to me. I keep asking myself these questions over and over... What made him loose interest? Why did he throw our friendship away?. People change everyday but he was the last person I would expect to switch up on me like that.
