I just want our friendship back. I treasured what we had. I don't want a relationship. I just want my best friend, the person I met a year a ago at school. My ideal soulmate and not soulmate as in lovers but as in we were meant to be best friends from the begining of time. We had that connection that Julia Roberts and micheal Had from the movie my best friends wedding and maybe even more. My heart breaks a little when I hear his name. When I see him pass me by, not even noticing me or remembering that I even exist. It hurts... Badly
I remember when we were inseparable. He would be wherever I was. By my side. I never want to fall in love again. I never want to feel that special bond with Anyone else EVER again!. When realization hits me it hurts real bad. The realization that he is not here with me any more. It stings
