Helpless.

Chapter 2

It was an ordinary day for Alexander. Just debating, learning about how to look confident. Then this happened.

*insert flash back music*

Alexander was working calmly. Well clamly is an understatement. He was being how he always is.
Passionate.
It was for his debate of course, and he almost got the seat. Then. Then. Then. Then. Then. Then. Then. Then. Then. Then. Then. Then. Then.
An student had come back from his foreign exchange program. The name? Whag was his name. Alex looked at his aquaitence, Aaron Burr.

Aaron had chocolate skin and brown hair, bald head, and a symmetrical face.  He had this attitude where he would stay out of things. Not to mention be a bit serious all the time.

"Who is that, Aaron?" Alexander asked. He was staring at the new student. The new student had somewhat of a afro, he had a beard the same color as his black hair. He was wearing a purple velvet slong sleeve Shirt, black pants and some expensive Gucchi black boots.

Aaron chuckles,"His name is....Thomas-"
Before Aaron could say the last name, they hear someone gasp. The person gasping was James Madison.

James Madison, he had coffee brown skin. The poor guy kept on getting sick. He was wearjng a white oversized sweater and some black leggings wjth white leg warmers and black converse.

"Thomas Jefferson?!" he ran up to the so called Thomas and hugged him tightly.
Thomas had hugged back happily.  They looked as of they were dating...But they weren't, everyone knew they both liked each other, but they were oblivious.

Later on in the day, Alex was debating with Thomas. He then recognized Thomas, they were best friends in elementary. Hamilton had exchanged all his secrets to Thomas. How could Alex be so stupid.

After the debate Thomas went in front of the class. The teacher had to leave for a 'quick' bathroom break.

'what is he going to do...?' Alex thought im his head.

"Lets have some pity for a man in this room. The loudest and the most obnoxious one in the room" Thomas smirked.

Alexanders face paled as he packed up his things.

"Did you know, Alexander was a mistake? His fathers condom had broke while having sex with his whore of a mother! " Thomas states, everyone stares at Thomas and Alex,"not to mention the father leaving, him, his brother, and Mother behind. Alexander's mother had also died from an illness! You might be wondering why the family couldnt go to a doctor or hospital. Ill tell you why. Alexander is dirt fucking poor. No wonder his cousin committed suicide the first two weeks he took care of Alex. " Thomas snorts and giggled.

Alexander was about to fight him but the teacher walked in. He was fighting back tears until the class was over. He tied his hair up and went through his bag, six prescription bottles, he hasnt taken them ever since he met John but right now he needed it.

After all the medicine, Alexander was a robot. Blank expression. But the effects ended on the way back to his dorm.

*back to the present*

John had been sketching on a canvas for his art assignment. To paint a still life and only use oil to paint. Alexander walked quietly. He went to his bed and sat down.

John felt awkward with the silence,"How was class?"

((A/N: incomes my stupid head cannon))

"Alexander doesn't want to talk about it. Alexander feels empty and wants to hurt himself." Alex states coldly..

John was shocked, Alex was cold sometimes, but only if someone tried to make him stop working. Though, Alex talking im third person? Thats new.

Alex hated that whenever he was emotionally affected in any way he would talk in third person.

"You know you can. Trust me..." John mumbled. He blushed as he placed a gentle kiss on Alexanders forehead.

Alexander blushed and moved his head to the side and looked at John. Alexanders eyes were red and filling with tears. There were tears allready all over Alexanders red face dude tk the fact of the pillow.

"Alexander states that theres a new student that is pimpus ass hole. Alexander also states that Thomas told everyone about his past." Alexander cries harder.

John gasps and held Alexander close and pet Alexander's head, "awe you don't have to tell anymore."

Alex nods and nuzzled into Johns chest. They stayed like this, until they both drifted off to sleep.

((A/n : hahaha. The fact this is based off of a roleplay I'm doing on Amino. But yeah! I made that weird headcannon happen so. Yea))