Lucid Dreams [Jyatt]

three

Wyatt

I woke up the next morning, it was now Friday. I turned over to my right side, 6:04 am.

I groaned as I rubbed my eyes and slowly sat up from my bed. My throat was dry and I was groggy.

I was still awfully tired and I had wanted to sleep some more, so I went down to the kitchen to get water.

As I got to the bottom of the stairs I noticed the sound of the tv on. I slowly peaked my head around the wall into the living room to see if anyone was in there. There he was. It was Jaeden, I could tell from the back of his head. the forecast this upcoming week has low temperatures and a 70% chance of snow tonight. I heart a bit of the tv rumble in the background, I didn't think much of it because i was emotionless. My heart stopped, and I completely froze. Questions circled around in my head.

Do I say something?

Should I just ignore him?

Do I just pretend like he isn't even there?

Finally, moments later I decided to tell him a 'good morning' as I walked into the kitchen.

I took a silent deep breath as I went to step into the living room, as I was walking in he turned his head towards me.

"Goodmor-"

"WATCH OUT!" He cut me off as he stood up at pointed towards my feet in a panic.

I was still half asleep, I hadn't realized what he was saying to me or pointing at until- it was too late.

I tripped over his skateboard and face planted right onto the floor.

Nice going Wyatt. I had thought to myself.

"I am so so so so sorry! Are you alri-" He started to say as he ran towards me to help me.

I was angry, I don't think that it was because I was mad at him but I think it was because I was so embarrassed that I did that.

"I got it! I got it! I'm fine." I said as I held out my hand, signaling him to not come any closer.

I sighed as I pulled myself up, and he backed away from me. I turned back to the stairs and started to go back to my room

"Really! I'm sor-" I heard him call from the downstairs as I had slammed my door shut.

Why in the hell did he make me feel like this? I felt so awkward and shy. Maybe I just don't like him. Maybe we weren't meant to be friends after all.

I will be nice to him, but I'm gonna try my best to stay as far away from him as possible. To avoid any unnecessary drama or distractions.

Jaeden

"Idiot! Idiot! Idiot!" I angrily said to myself. I messed something up with Wyatt AGAIN. Neither have us have even been here for a complete 24 hours and I somehow made him dislike me.

I wish there was someone who I could talk too. Someone who I could rely on and not judge me.

Jack? No. He's great but he will not take it seriously.

Sophia? No. She acts weird around him too.

Finn? No. He acts weird around Jack just like I do with Wyatt. Well, maybe he does know how I feel. Maybe he'll be my second choice.

I feel like Jeremy or Chosen would be the best. They're both pretty calm and understanding.

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After about an hour or so, both of them had woken up so I asked to speak with both of them privately.

After they had entered my room I closed and locked the door behind them.

"What the fuck are you doing man?" Chosen asked me sounding a bit agitated.

"I think there's something wrong with me!" I told him and Jeremy, completely ignoring his question.

"Why?" Jeremy asked.

"I feel different-" I started before Chosen cut me off.

"Oh um- I think we might be the wrong people to talk about that situation." He told me awkwardly.

"What?" I asked confused at first, until I had realized what he meant. "Oh no! Not like- ew!" I yelled in disgust.

"Well then, how do you feel different?" Jeremy asked me.

"It's Wyatt. I'm not an awkward person at all but around him I am. And he makes my palms sweat and I feel like I just want nothing else except for him just to acknowledge me. I have no idea why I feel like this so.... that's why I came to the both of you. To help me." I explained. To be completely honest I felt like I could write a whole novel about how I felt about him. I became extremely anxious at the fact I couldn't figure out my issue.

"Open your eyes bitch. You like him," Chosen told me like I should have already known the answer to my question.

"What? What the hell? I'm not fucking gay?" I said angrily.

"Okay Jaeden," Jeremy started as he got up, shaking is head. "You can keep trying to figure out what is 'wrong' with you or you can just accept the fact that you're gay- or at least bisexual or some shit."  He continued as he left the room.

Chosen started to follow.

"W-wait-" I started as warm tears started to fall from my eyes. "I don't know how to accept myself- a-and I don't know how this can even be possible." I continued as I bursted out into tears.

He stopped and stared at me for a few moments. He then sighed and placed his hand on my shoulder, he looked me in the eyes and said;

"You will know when the time comes. But for now just relax. Don't rush yourself," He told me with a reassuring smile as he turned around and left the room.