Thoughts (Poetry)

Stupid Love

This is probably the worse poem I wrote so its better if you dont waste your time reading it :/

I cant believe myself,

Was i really falling for you,

But now it dosnt matter,

Even if all that was true,

Just was a feeling of stupid ,

I am so happy I wasnt near cupid,

You make me upset sometime,

I feel like i could loose my mind,

but hey youll never know ,

my feeling for you were true and so,

I will have no regret,

everything we did or said is dead,

Lying here on my bed,

Thinking about the words that were never said,

The conversations we had went nowhere,

Because i no we dint want to take it there ,

I have this wierd dillemma ,

One half of me wants you the other half wants to forget,

My dillemma, from the moment I met you,

I cant get you out of my head,

From the start I know,

Every guy is the same its just there little show,

But you made it all wrong and I believed it I know,

Maby this was a Little joke,

i know my heart was a little broke ,

But right now The funny thing is that

I tell my self to run from you ,

but i find my self attracted to,

Maby ill laugh about it someday,

cause every thing we had and did was fake,

Right now I am all out of faith,

this is how I really feel ,

I should have known that illusions never fade,

into something real,

This poem is getting to long ,

so I just want to say,

what ever we had wasnt so wrong,

it isnt so wrong ,

cause it made me strong.