No matter who I come across they say the same thing. "I will be there for you. Call if you need me. Etc etc." They always lie. Always. No one ever stays. No one ever comes when I call. I don't want to be alone with the darkness. It always whispers things in my ear. For once I want someone to tell the truth, to stay with me or come when I call for help. I don't ask for much. Just someone I can lean on. Someone I can tell the things in me that burn me. Someone who will stay. Do I ask for too much? Do I annoy everyone? Maybe I'm just meant to be alone. Always alone.
