Every day I grow more tired. The world is slowly losing its color. I don't have anymore interests. It's hard to keep a "smile" on or to act energetic. I don't think I can go on much longer. It's hard and tiring. I don't have a reason to keep going. No one really cares about me anymore. Is it my fault? Maybe, it doesn't matter I just want to sleep. I don't mean closing my eyes and dream. I don't dream anymore. I want to die. There I said it. I want to die, I want to stop living. I want to rest. I don't want the hardships of life. There is no reason to keep going...I'm tired...I want to sleep...would anyone even care if I slept and never woke up?... Is anyone listening? maybe I will finally walk over the edge...if your reading this I want you to know that I lost to myself...goodbye..
