what SHE says

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SHE:

i smile. i do. because i wanted to not because i really do. i tried to move-on thinking that maybe we are really not meant for each other, that maybe God has a better plan for the both of us.

but i can't accept that. 

everytime i try to sleep, memories keep flashing in my head. when we first met, you're so funny you can't talk straight. you stutter. when you asked me out on a date and i was like the prettiest girl that time. you always surprise me. never ever forgets special dates. our monthsary, our anniversary, my birthday, my mom's, and even my dog's birthday. you always make me feel special. you sing me songs eventhough you're out of tune. you played the guitar and tried to study every song i requested. you cooked for me a lot of times. you're a better cook than me most of the time. we'll have a candle lit dinner date at my house. you bring me to different places. you are so proud of me even though i wasn't perfect at all. you can not see an imperfection in me and make me feel complete all the time. you always make me feel comfortable. when i am sick, you never leave my side. it's lke your my personal nurse. you won't let me go to school if i haven't eaten my breakfast. you don't even let me go home alone.you've been very supportive in all the things that i do. you are my no. 1 fan. you are my bestfriend. you are my inspiration. you are my all.

but without a warning, destiny made us broke up. and all i can do is watch it fall apart.

i constantly tell myself it is supposed to happen, that it was bound to happen. but everytime i see you NOW you're with someone else. you're OKAY.

that's the most painful part of moving on. seeing the person you are moving on from already moved on. you kept waiting that a miracle could happen and the two of us would be back together. that maybe we would be together again.

but you already moved on, and i can't take it.

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