what he says, what she says

what HE says

maybe i'm a fool. i let the girl i love go.

i was the dumbest person ever. i never tried fighting for her. and now? i can not come near her. i want to but i shouldn't. i don't want to cause her more pain.

i drink out everynight just to forget. maybe i'm such a big asshole. no, not maybe. i am really a dumb. i still remember when i fell for her smile. it was a love at first sight. it took a lot of courage for me to ask her out. since that day i always tell to myself that i was a lucky guy. of all the people why me? of all those admiring her, how it became me? so i never wasted time. i make her feel special everyday. i feel like the happiest person everytime i hear her say i love you. she makes me feel complete like i don't need anything in this world other than her love. she turned a boy like me into a man. i care for her so much. i don't want to see her crying even in those dramatic movies. i don't want her going home alone, i want to be sure she's always safe. everytime she hugged me, i feel like the world stops spinning right then and there. she took care for me when i'm sick, scolding me why did i let myself catch a cold or something and then carress me with her love.she wasn't so proud of herself eventhough she' almost perfect. she isn't perfect though but i learned to love those imperfections.  everytime we cuddle i could feel something but i never gave in to it because i love her so much and i respect her. she had my heart and no one could ever get it from her

i dont know how it happened how we grew apart from each other. i don't want to see her cry anymore. i can not withstand even the thought of her smile fading in her tears anymore. when she's in pain, i feel her pain too. i feel it more. 

 

maybe, maybe i'll need to let her go. i want her to be happy. because i love her.

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