Earning My Wings. Destiel High School AU.

Chapter Nineteen.

"Dean... Dean," I heard someone whispering my name. I jumped slightly before opening my eyes to see Samandriel standing there with Sammy.

"Hmm," I hummed wiping at my eyes.

"How are you?" Samandriel asked. I looked around and saw that I was put on a spare bed it looked like.

"Where am I?" I asked confused.

"Your brother walked in while your dad and Castiel's dad talked to the doctors and asked if there were any spare beds because you had fallen asleep," he explained.

"I didn't want you to hurt your neck," Sammy said shyly. I smiled at him before remembering that Cas was here.

"How's Castiel?" I asked worried suddenly. I felt my pockets and felt the paper in my right pocket before my eyes started to tear up.

"He's stable. He hasn't woke up yet but it won't be long," Samandriel smiled at me.

I looked at Sam who almost immediately engulfed me into a tight embrace as I tried so hard not to break down.

There was beeping coming from Samandriel's pocket.

"I'll be back," he said before running off. I didn't want to move but I knew I had to so I let Sammy help me and he kept his arm around my waist for stabilization.

"I fucked up so bad," I said with a shaky voice as we walked down the hall.

"It's okay, Dean. It happens to all of us," he tried.

"I-I made him try to kill himself, Sammy!" I was crying. I didn't want to but I was.

"It's okay, Dean. It's not your fault," he whispered. I cried, falling into a chair next to dad and Cas' dad.

"I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to make him do it," I said practically begging his dad for forgiveness. He stood up and pulled me out of the chair, pulling me close.

"It's okay, Dean. I know you didn't mean to," I was shaking so much.

"I-I'm so sorry," I cried. He didn't say anything, only rubbed my back.

"Mr. Novak? Would you like to see your son?" Samandriel's voice asked. I pulled away from him, trying to calm myself down.

"Is he awake?" He asked still rubbing my back slightly.

"Yes he is," he said and I looked at him.

He was awake.

"How many people can he see?" Mr. Novak asked. I was confused on why he asked that. I felt dad pat my shoulder and I looked over and let him wipe the tears that fell away.

"He's okay," he mouthed to me. I nodded and looked back at Samandriel.

"Two," he said looking right at me. "Would your nephew like to come too?" He asked gesturing to me. My eyes widened.

"Would you?" Mr. Novak asked and I hesitantly nodded.

"Right this way then," he said and we started to follow. I looked back at Sam and dad who were smiling at me.

I caught up to them and followed them into the ICU before I froze. I saw the back of his head. He was looking out the window he was by.

His arms were wrapped up almost completely. He looked pale. Even more pale than usual.

"I can't do this," I whispered, shaking my head feeling more tears come.

"C'mon, Dean," Samandriel urged. I clenched my fists together as Mr. Novak walked over to him.

"Hello, Castiel," he said, making him turn his head. I put mine down so he couldn't see my face.

"Hello, father," his voice sounded so gravely. Rough.

"How are you feeling?" He asked.

"Light headed," Cas said. It was silent for a second. "I'm really sorry, father. I should've went home. Dean and I got into a fight and that was really my last boundary I guess. Losing Dean," he said suddenly. I felt my knees cave and I grabbed onto the nearest empty bed in order not to fall, making a loud noise.

Samandriel was helping me stand up again and Castiel and his dad were looking at me.

There was a small gasp as I looked up at him with blurry vision.

"Dean?" Cas whispered shakily.

"Hi, Cas."

A/N: Hello. Sorry, this is more of a filler. I'm bored and in study hall and my wifi on my iPad like. Refuses to work. -.-'

Anyway.

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-Ali.xo