Love

Sad days

I was surprised since she is my best friend, but I know she only did that to protect me.

We walk out of the hotel and walk back to the hospital. We get pretty close to the hospital and see Carter standing outside the front of the hospital. Ari runs up to Carter

"What's wrong? did something happen?" Ari asks in a worried voice.

"Cameron is not doing well... at all..." he says sadly.

I look at him shocked and run in the hospital. I run to his room and over to him. He's sleeping and I get the nurse in the room.

"I heard Cameron isn't doing well... what is going on?!" I say.

"well, his trauma is quickly killing him. He only a few more days left," the nurse sadly says in a soft voice.

I start crying and I get in his hospital bed. I cry on his chest and look up at the nurse. "How long? ya know, until he..."

"About 2 days dear. I'm sorry sweetheart." the nurse says to me. I just cry harder after hearing that.

I can't stop thinking about everything

*What Liz is thinking*

Ugh I hate my life... why me? Did god put me on earth to torture me? Kill me..

Aris POV

I can't really tell what Liz is thinking but by her facial expressions, I can tell she is thinking no good. I feel terrible for her because she loves cam so much and now all that is over. If I could go back in the past, somehow I would fix this all..and I think she would too.

I know Liz will become depressed, if I know her well enough. Last time when her boyfriend broke up with her, she was beyond depressed. Now that's going to happen all over again. She is my best friend and I can't stand to see her go through this.

Liz's POV

I honestly can't take it. everything in my life is going downhill.

It becomes night time and everyone is sleeping, besides me. Cams clothes are neatly folded next to his bed and I know that he always carries a pocket knife. I grab his jeans he was wearing and put my hands in the pockets looking for his knife. I find it and I run with it to the bathroom so I didn't get questioned why I have a pocket knife in my hand. I look back and I see Cams eyes open for a second but I assumed it was just him sleeping. I finally get to the bathroom, shut door and lock it. then I go to the corner of the room and sit in the corner. I open the pocket knife and cry. I think for a second and then I slowly move the knife close to my wrist. I feel the cold blade touch my skin and I push into my skin with it. I feel it go in my skin and I feel the warm blood trickle out. I hold my screams in and continue on. I finally stop and stand up. I clean up where I made a mess and hide my cuts. I take the pocket knife and throw it away. I can't take the chances of getting caught cutting myself. I walk back to the room and on my way I look for bandages. I find some and wrap my arm with it. I get back to the room and the nurses are huddled around Cam. Ari and Carter and the other guys are crying. I run over.

"What the hell is going on?!" I scream.

"Cam had a heart attack and his heart stopped!" Ari said crying. I fall to the ground and cry so hard. Matt comes over to me and tries to make me not sad. He cuddles me and supports me. I jump up from his arms and run back to the bathroom. I reach in the garbage and grab the knife. I start cutting myself again. After a while of me being gone, Ari comes searching for me. She knocks on the bathroom door and I don't answer. She opens it.

"Dammit I forgot to lock the door." I think to myself. She walks in and looks at me cutting myself. For a second she just stands there with her jaw dropped. Then she comes over to me and cries by my side.

"Liz... stop... stop right now." Ari whispers in my ear. I don't stop so she yanks the knife from my hand.

"WHAT THE HELL LIZ!" Ari screams. She yelled it so loud that Matt heard and came running down the halls to the bathroom. Ari had left the door open a little bit, so Matt could see us. He ran in and he got worried. He took the knife and put it somewhere, but I don't know where.

After a long time of sitting in the bathroom crying, we walk back to the Cams room. He isn't there...