Love

Goodbye

Liz's POV

We start looking around the hospital for Cam, no sight of him anywhere.

"Um, excuse me, ma'am?" I say to Cams nurse.

"Yes sweetie?" she says back.

"Can you lead me to where Cameron Dallas is please?" I ask her nicely, in a angel-like voice.

"Sweetie, he's in the Operating Room for a major surgery, I thought I told you this earlier." she says to me in a very confused voice.

"Oh, ok. Thank you. Can you just please take good care of him and tell me when the surgery is over and report how he is doing to me or one of my friends?" I say showing her the guys and Ari with my arm.

"Of course sweetheart! My bad that I forgot to tell you. I'm sorry." The nurse replies."

"Don't sweat it, it's ok." I say walking away from her. We sit in the waiting room for hours. I start to fall asleep and then I look up and the nurse was walking toward us. I jump up and look at her with a worried face.

"I'm so... I'm so s-" She can't finish her sentence without crying. We wait until she can talk and finish her sentence. "Mr. Dallas died on the operating table. we did everything we could, miss. I'm sorry." for some reason, I tried so hard to cry, but no tears were coming out. I tried a little harder and there we go, tears were quickly falling from my face and my face was covered in tears. Before I did anything, I went up to the nurse and asked her if I could just see the body and just say goodbye to... him.... I guess.

"Excuse me... can I just see Cameron's dead body to say goodbye to? Please?" I politely say to the nurse.

"Let me ask the chief. One minute please." she replies to me. I wait for about 5 minutes and she comes back.

"You can come say goodbye to the body, but only for a few minutes." She says in a rushing voice to try to get us to the room where he is quickly. we walk down to where he is, in an operating room. There he is, lying on the table so innocently. I hold all my tears in and slowly walk over to him. They already have his head all wrapped up from the surgery because they didn't want to leave his head open without protection. I walk real close to him and think. I'm in shock. I put my hands on his face and kiss his lips, for the last time. My lips softly touch his and I hold my lips on his for a while. I move my face away and grab his hand. Then I start talking quietly into his ear.

"Baby, I love you so very much, and even without you, I will still love you. It will be a long time until I see you again, in heaven, but until then, don't forget that i love you and the love and affection I have for you is unconditional. See you soon." Tears start running down my face. I look back at the nurse and Ari and they are both crying.

"It's time to take Cameron now Dr. Grey." I hear another doctor yell through the doors. I slowly get up and kiss Cam one last time. Then I get up and as I am walking out, I'm not looking foward because I'm too busy looking at Cam for the last time. We walk out of the room and start walking. As I'm walking out, I start feeling weak all of a sudden. My legs quickly loose feeling and I fell to the ground and then everything was black.

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