Dangerous to Know

Being unloved and the black sheep of the family has made me who I am today, I'm not going to blame my mistakes and personality on my stupid childhood, because in reality I will take the blame, I guess I was just not perfect enough for my parents to love me. Being honest now, over the years I've learned to stop caring and just move on. I'm not going to gain anything by living in the past, that's one thing that my father showed me. He showed me a lot about life, how to protect myself, how there are no true people or friends in life, not to trust anyone, to get a future, and although it might seem that I had not listened to him, I had, maybe not around him, but I had. I guess he might be thinking that all his time and showing offs of his little girl had gone to waste, I don't blame him, I've made terrible mistakes in life, made him loose his trust on me more than once. Guess he just had enough of me making him look like a fool to others, maybe that's the same reason he threw me out at the age of 15. They say things happen for a reason, I've been in bad steps since I was little, hanging with the wrong crowd and getting in deep problems, people have been looking for me for the past 2 years, There's dangerous things that people don't know about me and that's how it should be kept, is just too dangerous to know...
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