Jeonghan's POV:
It's been 2 months since I've met Seungcheol, and we've been close since then. Him and I go out a lot, such as going to watch movies and eat out together. I always enjoy our outings together, though what always brings down my mood is what I work as. Of course to get good money, I have sex with random men. I hate it, but I need the money because of the place I live in. Though Seungcheol and I are close, I haven't told him about my past nor the struggles I am dealing with now.
It's currently 12:23, I pack both Seungcheol and Joshua's lunch which was a combination of noodles with black soybean paste and vegetables. I grab my bag which includes my phone, wallet, keys, and has their lunches in there. Once I'm outside the apartment building I call for a taxi, Seungcheol doesn't want me to use the bus anymore due to the incident but at least he let's me use the taxi.
*time skip to 12:30*
I walk to the big building, there were many people coming out of the it since it was lunch time, as I enter I was almost mauled over by a crowd. I fall flat on my bottom, pain shocked through my body. I was a bout to get up when I see a hand in front of my face which happened to belong to Seungcheol.
"Are you ok?" he asks while smiling at me. I grab his hand and he pulls me up.
"I'm fine, thanks. Here's your lunch, I hope you like it."
"I will thanks." He said, then suddenly I see Joshua running to where we were.
"Jeonghanniieeee!" he yells and hugs me.
"Hey Joshua!" I greet back at him.
"I have something I want to tell you."
I give a confused look to him, I turn to see Seungcheol glaring at him. I mouth to Seungcheol an its fine, Joshua and I walk out of the building and sit a nearby bench.
"What did you want to talk about? I said while giving him his lunch. He takes it and puts it beside him.
"It's about you, Jeonghan." He said in a serious tone.
"What about me?" I said with a concerned expression.
"You spend so much time with that guy, Seungcheol, don't you care about you're best friend Joshua?"
"Are you jealous?"
"YES I AM, WHY CAN'T YOU DO THE THINGS YOU DO WITH SEUNGCHEOL WITH ME INSTEAD?"
I was stunned, I kept quiet and he continued.
"CANT YOU TELL THAT YOUR HURTING ME WHEN YOU FO THESE THINGS? CAN'T YOU TELL THAT I LOVE YOU?" He yelled at me.
"I'm sorry Joshua.." I say while tears trickle down my face.
"IT HURTS THAT THE PERSON YOU LOVE FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS FORGETS ABOUT YOU. "
"I'm sorry Joshua.." I say again
"Now let me ask you this, do you love me back?" He asks. I see tears about to fall from his eyes. I feel bad for him, but I can't accept his feelings because I have someone else I like and even if I say yes I'll drown myself in guilt.
"As a friend but not as a lover." I said back.
"I see, it's Seungcheol isn't it." He whispers back, while wiping his tears. I don't answer, he runs away leaving only me and the lunch bag on the bench.
I just walk even if I'm lost I just keep walking, then suddenly it starts to rain. I guess the weather matches my mood, I feel so bad for Joshua. Then a car honk caught my attention, I turn and see a certain BMW. The car parks on the side of the road, and Seungcheol opens the car door and runs to me.
"You pabo, what are you doing in the rain? Your drenched, you should be lucky I noticed you." He said while dragging me into his car. Once we were in the car, he grabs a dry jacket from the back seat and puts it on me.
"Try to dry yourself."
"Thanks." I say emotionlessly
"What happened to you? You look awful." He says with a concerned looking face.
I start crying because of the memory that piped up into my head, Seungcheol pulls me into a hug. We stayed like his for 3 mins until I stopped.
"J-j-Joshua confessed, but I rejected him. I made my best friend cry and feel bad. I cause him so much pain, he doesn't deserve it." I said while wiping my eyes.
"It's ok Jeonghan, it's not your fault he likes you." He says.
"I feel so bad, he knows I like you now-shit." FUCK FUCK FUCK, me and my stupid mouth. My heart started thumping really fast.
"You do?" He asks, his eyes show a bit of hope?
"Oh um um, yes." I say while looking down at my lap.
"Jeonghan look at me."
I look at him but stay quiet.
"I love you too."
I stare at him in shock, before I can say anything he puts his lips on mine.
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FanfictionYoon Jeonghan is a male who happens to get somewhat mistaken as a female and is gay, because of this he is thrown out his home by his family. Since he had nowhere to go nor did he have a job, he ended up becoming a prostitute working at a gay bar. C...
