Him; Jeongcheol. (ON HOLD)

Chapter 11. Left

Jeonghan's POV:

"Seungcheol, where are you?" I yell while looking around in the dark space. I then heard small laughs that were getting closer and closer. I turn and see Seungcheol with Eunha walking with their hands connected.

"Seungcheol? Cheollie, it's me Jeonghan. I'm right over here." I yell at him. Seungcheol turns around.

"Oh, Jeonghan. I'm sorry but I want to marry Eunha, I lover her." He says, he shows his dimples smile. My eyes started getting ready, my head started going blank, and there was a pain in my heart.

Seungcheol starts walking away with Eunha, they fall and laugh, walking farther away from me. I can't let him go away, I start raining towards them, but they just keep going farther away from me. My vision gets blurry and darkness takes over.

I wake up panting, my heart is racing my mind is extremely blurry. It was all a dream, I get off my bed and go to the washroom. I started crying, covering my mouth, only to let out muffling sounds. It was only a dream, but it felt like it would happen very soon. 

Since Seungcheol didn't like it when I worked at Wonwoo's place, I had to quit and find another place to work at. I still haven't found because no one would want a past prostitute and waiter to work at their place. The memory of getting rejected entered my mind, I really want to get a job since I didn't want o depend on Seungcheol. 

I walk to the kitchen to make myself breakfast, I then saw a paper on the table. I knew it had something to do with Seungcheol's absence, it's either he's at his workplace or out with Eunha. I sigh thinking about it, so I just start making breakfast to get it off my mind. 

I finish making myself french toast, along side a strawberry smoothie. I got bored eating by myself so I turned on the tv in the kitchen, but the first thing it opened to was the news. I was too lazy to channel so I just kept the channel on, but then the reporter started talking bout Eunha and Seungcheol. The reporter was talking about their wedding and how they were spotted on a 'date'. It made me lose my appetite, so I got up and threw my food away. Though to be honest though, I really need to be on a diet since I have a bit of a belly showing. I need to keep  it fit or else Seungcheol won't do any boom booming with me. 

I walk into the bedroom I share with Seungcheol and change into fresh clothing. Once I was finished, I walked out of our house and started walking to gate. 

"Good morning Jeonghan." the gate keeper greeted. I smile and reply back. 

"Good morning to you too!" 

He opens the gate for me and I walk to the nearest bus station. I plan to surprise Seungcheol at his office, since he's been so stressed and busy lately. I smile as I think of the possibilities. 

-time skip-

I walk into the company and was greeted by some workers, I greet them back with my angelic smile. I hurriedly run to an elevator and entered into it before the doors closed. In the elevator was only me and Joshua, let's just say this was extremely awkward for the both of us. Since Seungcheol's office is at the top floor, I had to wait for a long time, so I tried to start a conversation with Joshua. 

"Hey Joshua, how are you doing?" I ask with an awkward smile on my face. 

"I'm fine." was what Joshua replied with. 

I didn't know what else I could talk to him about, leaving the elevator with a thick aura. After a minute or two, the door opened on the level we were both going to. I left in a hurry, because I wanted to breath some fresh air. 

I walk to Seungcheol's office, I was about to knock on the door but I heard 2 voices. One was definitely Seungcheol's voice and the other was Eunha's voice? My heart started pumping a lot, and I froze. 

"Seungcheol, I really love you. I know you still love me too." said Eunha. My eyes grew big, and my throat went extremely dry. I couldn't hear what Seungcheol was saying, all I heard were muffles. I got tired of listening, so I opened the door to his office and saw Eunha kissing Seungcheol. Tears started forming, and they streamed down my face. 

Seungcheol noticed I was there and pushed Eunha off of him. 

"Hannie, it's not what it looks like." was what Seungcheol said. I felt knifes stabbing my heart, it hurt that the one person I loved was kissing a girl.

"It's over Seungcheol." I say, while trying to smile. I saw Eunha smiling, the evil yet beautiful grin. It made me feel so much smaller, I felt her hovering me, I felt like I was out of place. I started breathing heavily, Seungcheol held onto my hands to calm me down, but I yanked it away and ran out of the door. I ran to the elevator and clicked onto the close button. Once the door shut, I started crying my eyes out. 

I hated the feeling of betrayal, emptiness, and hatred. 

Why did this have to happen to me? 

Why? 

My life is already fucked up. 

I hate this.

(A/N) Author-nim is extremely sorry for not updating. I was busy with my exams. I'll try updating more now : )))