youngjae.
there could have been a day
where i saw myself
laying in your arms
breathing in the ocean air
laying in the soft sand
letting the ocean waters ride over my skin
and around us, chilling us
so that i pull you closer for the warmth
that i feel like i could survive through storms
and the years as they pass
but that's over.
the taking of life
is not something
that can keep my love with you
jinyoung never was the problem
it was you this whole time
in the short time i've known you
you've taken so many things that i'll never get back
that i'll never live and not feel them
sliding in and out of my body
coiling at my insides like the cord
they will use to plug in the chair
it's too late for us.
what we had
has sunken into the ground.
and the hands it holds out to us
are only held on by you.
let go of it.
