tucked away in youngjae's throat was a song list, stained in blood but legible from the ink jaebum used to write it.
00
(the song of the suicides you'll never fix)i don't wanna do this anymore
XXXTENTACION01
don't you forget about me
simple minds02
love for sale
billie holiday03
the unknown guest
dean04
love galore
SZA05
aquarius
tinashe06
sea
BTS07
pumped up kicks
foster the people08
i love you
alex clare09
side effects
cheryl10
an affair to remember
emile pandolfi11
baby blue
king krule12
skin
rihanna13
call it off
CHVRCHESseeing you now, sprawled on the floor
a deep crimson choker on your neck
a single flower wilted in your coffin
even if you're fucking around with god now
i still imagine you
in my deepest day dreams
in my longest nights
and my countless loves after you
your face is so much softer than them
i'd give anything
anything to be with you again
without anything held back
keep the choker, and put the leather on
wait for me.
the gates of hell has a loose lock.