Other you(Shawn Mendes fanfic)COMPLETED

Chapter 24

     Blakes POV ****
    I'm out... I'm real I'm actually real. I've hurt her how could I hurt her. Her soft skin against mine as her plump lips kiss me. I raise my chained hands to my lips. But jack no he had to ruin everything and kill the one I love. Anger rises inside me. I elbow the guard in his face flip and twist his neck grab his gun and shoot the second guard along with the driver. The car flips and crashes . I break the door and get out first getting the key and unlocking. These chains I rub my wrists.
    "Jack hells coming." I start walking into the distance going back to the city. I'm at the police station shit. Their gonna recognize me I can't let the happen I go inside this tattoo shop I get a bleeding rose on my neck and Roses name on my pinky I get a lip piercing along getting my hair dyed blonde.
   "Thanks Man ." And I pay him. Presentable enough. I go inside the police station girl drooling over me. Hmp skanks I go behind the counter no one noticing and look through the cells.
  "Hola papi que hermoso." A guy winks at me oh god. I shake my head and smirk when I see jacks cell. I burst it open he stands up his roommate comes at me I tackle him on the ground and snap his neck I get up and push my straight hair back.
   "Hello jack." I smirk grabbing his neck and slamming him on the wall.
   "Blake." He smirks the hell? I tighten my grip making him uneasy .
   "U fucking think I'm scared of u? I killed more people than u can think off."
   "Pff almost including rose?" He laughs
    "At least I got to fuck her before u did. Ha u couldn't ur twin brother had too." I growl and throw him on the floor my shoe on his face.
   "Watch ur mouth pretty boy ." I arch my eyebrows.
   "I Shot her and if y'all weren't there I would've tortured her and fucked her again." I grab him up and grab my knife and stab him in the chest he falls back on the bed.
   "To be a killer u must know how to kill ur victims right now buddy that knife if u pull it out u will bleed until u die." I get out of the cell he smirks at me. I close his cell leaving him there.
    "Rose daddy's coming." I go inside a clothes shop.
Shawn's POV ****
This can't happen why why her?! I sit in the seat crying my eyes out Charlie sits next to me and hugs me.
" i know i know ." He says I fucking hate jack I don't wanna lose the only person that makes me feel alive. I sit infornt of her room looking throw the glass, tubes in her mouth . I can't lose her not again not after that party .
"It's okay its not ur fault." I turn to Charlie
"But it is! I fucking promised her jack wouldn't hurt her she'd be alright she'd be safe but look at her now Charlie !" I scoff he shakes his head I go inside her room.
"Be strong for me." I kiss her forehead and I sit on a seat close to her and fall asleep.

My eyes jolt open I'm in the hallway. I arch my eyebrows and get up the whole hospital is empty.
"The fuck?" I walk around my boots hitting the floor.
"Shawn..." I hear a faint whisper I look straight ahead.
"Rose?" I squint my eyes seeing her bloody tshirt.
"Rose!" I run towards her
"Shawn!" I run so fast towards her and hug her tightly. Tears running down my face I kiss her I keep kissing her face.
"Oh my god I love you." I hug her tightly teas running down my face. She pulls away I look at her.
"Shawn I can't stay." My smile fades
"What?"
"I'm sorry I - can't stay. I'm not meant to be here." Tears roll down her face .
"He wants me up their and I'd be better off rumors will stop everyone will be just happy." She gives me a weak smile.
"What no?! I won't be I need u." I back away. She grabs my face
"You can be free from me shawn. Just don't do anything stupid u deserve to live and go on tour and be with ur fans." She gives me a smile
"No I'll leave everything for u I'll stop being famous and be there and have a family and protect u at all times I'll end everything!" I hold her hands in mine she starts crying.
"I don't wanna leave u Shawn." She inhales
"I love u so much." She wipes her tears I sigh
"I respect ur decision but god please rose stay." I lift her chin she hugs me tightly. She slowly starts to fade.
"Shawn!"
"Rose." She hugs me
"I'm so scared." We both cry
"I don't wanna leave u Shawn." She looks up at me starting to fade.
"I love u so. Much." Tears slip down my face.
"Shawn." I hear a whisper
"Shawn!"
I open my eyes Tears down my face. Charlie stands above me.
"U okay?" I nod I get up and look down at rose seeing tears down her face. Then out of know where her heart goes to a straight line.
"No no no!" I scream doctors rush in and try to pull me out .
"Clear!" Her body jolts
"Nothing!"
"Damn it Clear!"
"Let fucking go of me." I shake off
"Sir u-"
"No don't give me no sir shit she's my god damn girlfriend and I love her so god damn much she's been through hell her whole life high school is so fucking shitty man they killed her her fucking ex raped her and fucking is killing her if u fucking think I'm leaving this room we'll pick ur shit up cause I'm staying here!" I yell tears rolling down my face. He sighs then nods I go next to rose and hold her lifeless hand.
"Hunny stay sweetie ." I whisper in her ear.
"Clear!"
"Nothing Sir." I look at them then back at her. They keep trying I lose hope I have a weak smile.
"God chose one of the best angels ever. I just wished he let me have her." Tears stream down my face like a river I sniffle.
"I support ur decision hun. Just know I love u so damn much." I kiss her forehead and lean my head on hers.
Roses POV ****
. I walk around and I hear sobs. Shawn I rush towards him.
"Baby I'm here." I start crying. He doesn't hear me
"Shawn I'm alive I'm here." I touch him but he shows no affection. Tears stroll down his face I open my mouth to say something but Charlie talks.
"It's okay its not ur fault."
"But it is! I fucking promised her jack wouldn't hurt her she'd be alright she'd be safe but look at her now Charlie !" I shake my head
"You tried ur best!" He goes right through me.
"What the hell." I gasp I follow shawn oh my god. I see myself on the bed as he kisses my forehead
"Stay strong for me." I can't oh my god. Tears stroll down my face. My head spins I see Shawn fall asleep . I touch Shawns forehead and I'm now in a totally different part of the hospital. I look around and I hear boots hitting the ground I turn around and I see Shawn .
"Shawn..." I say in a whisper he stops and looks at me
"Rose?" He looks at me
"Rose!" I run towards him half crying
"Shawn!" I run so fast towards him and he hugs me tightly and keeps kissing my face feeling his soft lips again.
"Oh my god I love you." He hugs me tight but I can't I pull away
"Shawn I can't stay." His smile fades
"What?"
"I'm sorry I - can't stay. I'm not meant to be here." Tears roll down my face .
"He wants me up their and I'd be better off rumors will stop everyone will be just happy." I give him a weak smile.
"What no?! I won't be I need u." He backs away I quickly grab his face
"You can be free from me shawn. Just don't do anything stupid u deserve to live and go on tour and be with ur fans." I smile
"No I'll leave everything for u I'll stop being famous and be there and have a family and protect u at all times I'll end everything!" He grabs my hands I start crying oh god shawn
"I don't wanna leave u Shawn." I inhale
"I love u so much." I wipe my tears as he sighs
"I respect ur decision but god please rose stay." He lifts my chin I hug him tight I start to fade no no no! Not now I want more of this
"Shawn!"
"Rose." I hug him
"I'm so scared." We both cry
"I don't wanna leave u Shawn." I dont wanna go back don't wake up Shawn let me stay
"I love u so Much." Tears go down his face that breaks my heart. Back into the modern world. I scream as tears go down my face I drop to the ground crying. Hearing my heart beap I have a mental breakdown.
"Let fucking go of me." I pick my head up wiping my tears
"Sir u-"
"No don't give me no sir shit she's my god damn girlfriend and I love her so god damn much she's been through hell her whole life high school is so fucking shitty man they killed her her fucking ex raped her and fucking is killing her if u fucking think I'm leaving this room we'll pick ur shit up cause I'm staying here!" I walk in the room seeing Shawn seeing him frustrated tired and tears going down his face. He picks my hand up
"Hunny stay sweetie ." He whispers in my ear.
"Clear!"
"Nothing Sir." He looks at them then back at me.
"God chose one of the best angels ever. I just wished he let me have her." I close my eyes hearing his soft voice as white lights flash and I feel my body jolt.
"I support ur decision hun. Just know I love u so damn much." Tears stroll down my face my eyes still shut.
"It's not ur time ." Everything goes plain white
Shawns POV *****
"I'll live for u. Darling I love you." As my last word rolls off my tongue a tear of mine drops onto her face I lift my head up still holding her hand. Her eyes shot wide open as the heart monitor starts beating again. She looks at me.
"Shawn?" I start crying
"Yes baby?"
"I love u too." I go straight to her and hug her so tight as we both sob in each others arms.
"We'll give u a minute." Charlie pushes the doctors out.
"Oh my god I thought I lost u." She wipes my tears. I hold her again in my arms I sigh in relief and hold her in my arms
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