With You

CHAPTER 4

Princes pov

"Sel what are you doing?" I asked chuckling. We had went to my house as I saw Haywards car had left. It's funner there when it's just me and her.

"I'm tired... I was up all night long with nightmares." She whispered as she laid across my couch. Sel has always suffered from night terrors. Ever since we were children.

Pulling her body up by her shoulders, I sat on the couch before letting her lay down again, her head on my lap. I don't know why, but I have this strange feeling. Like I get butterflies every time she looks at me, I get really excited when she talks to me.

Just then the front door opened. It was Denise. She always just lets herself in. "Hey" she called walking into the living room. As sel sat up, I smiled at the woman approaching us. "Hey I just stopped buy to ask for a 20. I'm going out tonight" she smiled at me as I stood up.

Slipping the money into her hand, I brought her in for a kiss. As she dominated my tongue completely, I was quick to fight back, pulling her into me by the waist. "Mmm, be good. I don't want anyone tryin to steal you" she smirked as she glared towards Selena.

Watching her leave, I was quick to sit down beside her again. "What's her problem?" She asked. I just sighed, pulling her legs up to rest across my lap. "Nothing... She's just paranoid" I told her. "Paranoid" she scoffed. I stared into her eyes hopefully but they were focused on the ground. I was trying to read her. Trying to figure out what I've done so wrong?

"Why p..." She sighed. "Why what mama?" I asked curiously as my fingers drew invisible circles on her calf. "Why have you changed so much in so little time. You've gotten so popular. People who hated us hang with you now, skip..." She said. "He's kinda ok... CJ" "it's not even CJ I'm talking about. Denise and her crowd... They're bad news." She told me.

"Whats gotten into you?" She asked longingly. You. My feelings for you. How much I love you and would do anything and everything to be the man in your life. Nah. Who am I kidding. She doesn't want me. We're best friends. That's it. Full stop.

"I don't know... I've just been confused about some things. My feelings. I don't know" I said. Feeling her sweetly kiss my neck, I smiled at her. "Love ya" she smiled. "I love you more" I said staring right into her eyes, meaning it with every inch of my soul.

"You know... I go on my first tour in December. We'll be touring like 2 years!" I said as I got excited. I was gonna change up my look pretty soon. These trench coats and leggings brought me so far, but my audience wants something more now.

"Great... Planning to leave me again already" she giggled. "Yeah... But I gotta make money though right? So we can run away together. Just like we planned?" I smiled at her. She nodded slowly.

"Hey, look at me" I said cupping her soft cheek with my hand. Seeing her big chocolate eyes staring into mine, they made me feel some type of way.

I don't know what made me do it. I don't know why I did it. And finally but honestly, I feel pretty mad I did it. What if this messes up our relationship...

Kissing her soft lips, God how I hadn't realised my body had been aching for those gorgeous plump lips. As the kiss intensified, my tongue slipped into her mouth almost immediately dominating her own as she whimpered.

Worshiping those gorgeous lips, I moaned so loud as I eagerly explored her mouth.   Pulling away quickly, she stared at me in shock and in curiosity.

"I- don't tell anyone about this" I said immediately, fearing for my relationship with Denise. "I won't" she said.

"Why?" She asked. I put my head down in shame. I didn't know what to tell her. "Can we just forget about it" I said putting my head in my hands. God I'm so stupid. "Yeah sure..." She smiled at me.

"Nobody digs my music" I sighed as we chilled on the couch, her laying on my chest. "I like it... Skip you've got fans everywhere!" She told me.

"I'm making quite a lot of money... I'm saving. It though" I told her, playing with the ends of her hair "yeah... That's really smart, saving money ya know" she smiled.

"What was it like?" She asked me making me feel confused. "What you mean" "what was it like... Loosing your virginity... Were you afraid?" She asked me. I thought about that question.

"A little bit... Because it was to Denise Matthews" I laughed "I mean she's crazy." Just then the door opened. In walked Tyka.

Sel tried to scurry off of me but I held her down by placing my hands strongly on her back. "P!" She hissed still struggling, and embarrassed that she was laying on me. Tyka just rolled her eyes and rushed upstairs.

"Ugh" she groaned giving up completely "ha ha your too weak for me" I mocked her. She just glared at me.

Walking around town, on our way home to get dinner at Selena's, it was so cold. I had to admit. I was wearing a black and white shirt sleeved top and blue zebra print leggings, high heeled black fringed boots and a trench coat.

"You look so stupid" Sel told me as she linked arms with me. I just laughed. I gotta admit. I am doing this mostly for attention. "I think I look super fine" I said smirking at her as she rolled her eyes.

"So you got a girlfriend now prince?" Her father asked me as we sat at the dinner table. "Yes sir." I smiled as I happily ate my dinner. "I hate to say it son... But I really thought you were gay" Abraham told me as Selena burst out laughing, I glared at her quickly.

"Nope" I just said literally trying not to lick my plate as I had finished my dinner. Here's the only place I get fed. Literally. And Mrs Quintanilla cooks the best food ever.

I laid in her bed with just my pyjama pants on. I had to admit, I was feeling so tired. My emotions have just been everywhere today. I mean we kissed! That's all that's been going through my mind. Damn how soft those precious lips were. They were like heaven.

I want her but I need to control it. I can never have her. She's my best friend.

As she turned the light off she hopped into bed with me. I kissed her cheek gently "night" she smiled. I just closed my eyes and let my anxiety fade into sleepiness.

-ok y'all so what do you think will happen next? Do you think Denise will find out about the kiss? Do you think Selena really wanted that to happen? COMMENT BELOW. I love u guys so so much, I appreciate all the support. Probably won't be updating any more tonight. Tomorrow night I'll have something For y'all. I feel like I'm dying with the cold so I'm sorry if this is crappy💜💜💜💜💜💜-