The Lyrics On The Desk //Jaegan

"You're all I want"

Recap

Just as I'm about to do it again I hear loud honking and then everything turns black, all I can feel is pain in my left arm and before I can't feel or think anything, I think about Raegan. His perfect brown hair and his freckles that cover his face.
I love him

Raegan's pov

As I'm driving down to road to find Justin I see his car on the side of the road, next thing I know I hear crashing and a car slams into the side of his car, the drivers side...

I pull over and get out of the car, tEaRs streaming down my face.
I pull my phone out and call 911, them asking where we are and I tell them, soon they arrive and pull Justin out of the car, I watch as they put him on the stretcher and lift him into the ambulance.
This is all my fault

I get in my car and follow the way the ambulance is going, once we get to the hospital I get out of the car and rush through the doors, I see Justin being rolled into the operation room, people are yelling orders and I just sit there and cry.
Tears soak my sweater as I lean back into my seat, I close my eyes and try to think of something else, but I can't. All I can think of is his dark hair and his glowing green eyes that always make me smile. I can't believe Samantha did that...

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A doctor comes out and says
"Raegan Beast"
I stand up and nod.
I follow him down the hallways and we get to his hospital room.
I place my hand on the door handle, about to turn it but the doctor stops me

"He has a lot of bruises and on his wrist it looks like he had been self harming, there was only particular cut that looked like he had done it but it was very deep, he had to get stitches.
There was another cut on the side of his arm but it wasn't that bad, he must have dropped the Blade when the other car hit him.
He's awake now, you may go in but be careful"

I push open the door and see him laying there, his head propped up slightly for elevation.

As I walk closer he looks at me and shakes his head
"Stop" he mumbles
I freeze. Does he not want to see me?...
Well with what happened I wouldn't want to see me either..
"Justin please let me explain I-"
"What, what could you possibly come up with that would make anything better at this moment"

I feel a tear fall down the side of my face, he sees it and motions for me to sit in a chair next to him. I sit and take this as a chance to explain.
"She kissed me, I didn't kiss back. Do you really think I would do that?"

He looks down, he's crying now too.
I grab his chin gently and lift his head up
"Baby.. don't cry"
More tears start coming from his eyes
"I-I'm sorry I can't believe I though you'd do that.."
I lean in and gently press our lips together, his are slightly swollen and bruised but I don't care, all I want is him.
He kisses back and tried to pull me on top of him but I pull away
"We can't, you're hurt and we're in the hospital"
He frowns and I laugh.
"I'm sorry I did this to you, it's all my fault"
He smiles
"All that matters is that we are okay, and we are"
I lean in more and brush my lips against his once more and mumble
"I love you so fuckin' much, all I want is you"

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