A Love Letter to you 2

In too deep

What do you do when you're hurting and the only person you wanna turn to for comfort is is the reason your hurting?

I tried time to myself, spent a whole week crying and watching chick flicks with Ari and 2 buckets of ice cream.

I tried channeling my sadness into art and got a couple good paintings out of it but never any relief for my heart ache.

I tried clubbing. I hit clubs every night for a week. Trying to forget with a bottle of Hennessy. Crying every time they played his songs.

(I just want to let y'all know that sharae is tentacionprincess my best frann and if she don't leave a fucking comment Ima be mad)

The last night of clubbing I meet up with my friend sharae. Ari has been so busy with Chris we barely see each other anymore. 

Me and sharae get ready at her house then head to lux the local hip hop night club. Me and sharae start drinking off the bat. We're getting free drinks and the music is amazing. I was having such a fun time I didn't even care when his song came on. I sang and danced to it.

Towards the end of the night I hear a familiar beat, then the lyrics "sometime is trap on my lonely and sometimes I trap with my homies". Omg I'm so proud they're playing squid in the club! I pull out my phone and record me and sharae singing the lyrics on snap and I send it to him captioned "they're playing you in the club".

I get an almost instantaneous snap back "lit where you gonna go after? You tryna let me come get you?"

Could he be my rebound?

Find out next chapter onnnnnn A. LOVE. LETTER TOOOOOO YOUUUUUU... *game show host voice*

Sorry for the short update I just moved in with my boyfriend and I been busy 😂😭 but I love y'all. Keep voting and commenting 🖤🌹