"Tayo na?"
Rafy asked, my knees were shaking sa sobrang kaba. I can't understand why Rafy is smiling like that.
"Oo, tayo na talaga"
At kami na nga talaga, kami na yung susunod na magrereport.
"Good job ms. Sy and Fuertes"
"Sir pano naman kaming dalawa?"
Hirit pa ni Rafa hahaha nakakatuwa talaga tong si Rafa
"Of course Mr. Anderson you did great at sayo Rafy that was marvelous"
As expect c Rafy talaga ang nag stun kanina sobrang Fluent niya kasi sa English tapos naiintindihan talaga ng classmates ko yung sinasabi niya.
"Tara dinner guys treat ko mamaya sa house"
Chloe invited us kasi nag rank 1 yung group namin sa reporting.
Nag wear lang ako ng simpleng white top and nag shorts trip ko din mag snickers di din naman formal yung dinner mamaya. While i was looking at the mirror i realized na may kulang. And i remembered Bell. C bell kasi alam niya lahat ang achievements ko and it's kinda wrong feeling pag di ko siya sinabihan. Kaya i wrote another page of my diary
November 12, 2013
Dear Bell,
Hi bell, kamusta ka na? Hindi mo pa rin siguro ako maalala kasi di naman sinabi ni tita charms na nabanggit mo ang name ko. Everyday ko tinatawag si tita at hinihingian ko ng photo mo kasi miss na miss na kita. Bell naalala mo yung first day of school as senior na may nag transfer? Yung kambal? Diba sabi ko din sa last diary ko na naging close kami dahil pareho kayo ng ugali. Bell i hope to see you soon para din naman ma meet ka nila.
Kanina bell naging rank 1 yung ka grupo ko sa reporting and that was for you. aalis na ako bell pupunta ako kina Chloe may dinner kasi. Pagaling kana munchkin! Byee.
Your Bestfriend,
Maria
Pagdating ko kina Chloe kumpleto na sila ako nalang pala yung kulang. It was a typical dinner lang and i was not in the mood kaya di ako mashadong nag talk. I miss Bell its been 4 tears since we last talk.
"Ann bat ang tahimik mo ata ngayon?"
Rafy asked me sincerely. Actually masama yung pakiramdam ko parang sasabog na yung mga mata ko but i have to be okay baka masira pa ang dinner.
"Uy ann okay ka lang ba talaga? Masama ba ang pakiramdam mo? Gusto mo na bang umuwi?"
And rafy asked again with concern.
I just smiled at him
"Yes Rafy, im fine masakit lang lalamunan ko but don't worry im fine."
"Sure ka? Kasi if you're really not feeling okay ihahatid na kita."
Parang di ko na talaga kaya parang sasabog na yung mga mata ko kaya i told him if pwede ba niya akong mahatid and he said yes naman. I just told chloe why aalis ako and she understands naman daw.
"Thanks for driving me off rafy"
"Wala yun ann, one call away lang ako ha? You have my number if you want someone to talk andito lang ako."
Ang bait talaga ni rafy. Ang swerte ng girl kung magiging boyfriend si rafy.
"Okay rafy thank you ulit and good night"
"Rest well and and good night see you tomorrow."
Pumasok na ako sa bahay and dumeretso na sa kwarto. Ewan ko ba parang di ko na kaya my face was cover with tears yung unan ko sobrag basa na. Bell naman kasi bakit di mo ako maalala? Sina mama at dady naalala mo na pero ako hindi pa. Bell miss na kita. Please remember me please.
I called tita charms and decided na kakausapin ko na talaga c Bell but tita charms said na natutulog pa si bell.
"Pero if gusto mo talaga makausap c bell i can wake him up for you"
"No tita okay lang, sa susunod nalang siguro."
Wrong timing ka talaga gie anoba.
Pag dilat ko sa mata ko umaga na pala. Nakatulog lang ako sa kakaiyak kagabi. Sobrang laki ng eyebags ko wow naman bell kasalanan mo to.
I checked my phone and i was shokt kasi its already 10 am and ang daming texts and missed calls galing kay rafy, rafa and Chloe.
And I decided na aabsent nalang. I went to the kitchen and mama left a note
"Baby your breakfast is ready, di na kita ginising kasi ang himbing ng tulog mo. I love you
-mama"
After eating breakfast i texted them na di ako nakagising para naman di sila mag alala.
And they all responded na pagaling dw ako. Except for chloe alam niya kasi tungkol kay Bell and she just said na magiging okay din ang lahat
Ever since nagkalayo kami ni Bell c Chloe ang naging best friend ko. She always comforts me pag na mimiss ko si Bell at tuwing
nalulungkot ako the fact na hindi ako maalala ni bell. Chloe is like a sister to me. Kaya kahit ang daldal niya minsan love na love ko parin c Chloe.
