Blindfolded Loneliness

I think im in love...ch2

" I have no idea why senpai would do such a thing...I mean its true I like him..wait WHAT!!! Hold on I like kia.....does he like me too? WAIT WHAT AM I SAYING!!! I shouldn't be thinking too much about it...I mean I am kinda happy that he and I are sleeping together...I mean its not bad having someone cuddle you once in a while...since...I..I..Never mind that....I think I like kia...does.. He like me too?

" Good morning sleepy heads today is a all training day no morning duty's today all training day let's get started hosik and kihoi and me and keiji kia and ali please don't hurt or break anything..." Jea said as he glared at hosik " I promise I'll pay you back jea " hosik said as he bowed

" It's 2 years late...on my money." Jea said as he looked at hosik " Haha...let's get started! " hosik said as he change the subject. As they practice fighting hosik burns something " Get water!!!" Kihoi said as he panicked " Here water! " ali said as he poured the water on the fire " Oh god...
.H O S I K!" Jea said as he headed towards hosik who was trembled in fear " .... At least you didn't have to pay for anything right? " Ali said as he stopped jea "...Fine I'll will let you go this time but you better not do this again!" Jea said as he glared at hosik " Okay...I won't " hosik said as he smiled faintly. " Let's continue our training " jea said as he kept fighting with keiji.
Evening~
" That's all for today keiji and kia you guys are in charge of dinner today " jea said as he smiled and ali smirking and hosik winking and kihoi holding a thumbs up.
In keiji POV
" Oh okay then senpai jea we will try not to poison you guys haha" I said as I laughed " Come on now keiji we don't have a lot of time " kia said as he held my hand and took me to the kitchen and kia took out meat veggies and a pan the oil " Let's make this!" Kia said as he smiled at me Bu-dump " Okay looks good kia chan " I said as I smiled back then as we cut I took a glance at kia...he actually enjoying this cooking...haha " Keiji are you done staring at me now? " kia said as he laughed " Huh! Oh I'm sorry" I said as I didn't realized my gaze was fixed on him." Here stir the meat while I cut the rest of the veggies " kia said as he gave me a wooden spoon to stir with. " Here done and completed! " I said as I put the rice on the five plates then I feel something hug me from behind " You smell nice is it strawberries?" Kia said as he smelled me " K..Kia w...What are you doing?" I said as I blushed " Your my dinner tonight " kia said as he whispered in my ear Bu-Dump" Huh?!..." I said as my face goes really red of thinking what he meant. " Haha just kidding keiji , come on let's go give this to our hyungs" kia said as he smiled at me I smiled back but for some reason I felt sad...I don't know why but I to cry...was it because he lied? Or was it something else? " Why are you crying?" Kia asked me as he hugged me " I...I.." I said as I stumble on my words "I'm sorry for doing that to you keiji" kia said as he looked at me with his dark blue eyes. " It's okay I forgive you..." I said as I wiped my tears away and hugged him back. Then we bring the food we made for our hyungs (Some one older then you or an older brother ).

After dinner ~" Keiji your hair smells like strawberry I like that smell" kia said as he hugged me. " You smell like candy sweet candy my candy...!!!" I said as I put my face on his chest then he kissed me goodnight and he hugged me closer to his chest I was really happy!...WAIT WHAT!!!!...I OMG...I really do like him! But what if he doesn't feel the same what if he just thinks of me as a friend?!..I should probably not tell him....