All about ME-OUT

Reanna's story

When it was 2016 on maybe... On January..? My friends liked this K-pop group "BTS". When they had first showed me BTS I did not like them AT ALL. They told me to choose witch one I liked. I said " They look the same, and which one is witch?" I could only tell Rapmonster cause he looked different from the other member. When they showed me the names and the pictures I just chose Jin cause I didn't really care.

Every time I would come to their house all i heard was JUST BTS SONGS. I was so annoyed cause they would do was talk about them while I just sit there not knowing ANYTHING. I even left them and told my mom " Mom I'm so bored. All my friends are talking about this ugly boy band." My mom just said " tell them you are bored and wanna talk about something else. Well... I did, but they still talked about them..

I was even annoyed how my friends wanted me to dance with them in a k-pop dance. I would mostly say no, but at times I would just join cause my friends wanted me to. One day I tried to watch BTS, but it didn't go well cause once I was on one of there songs then,I would just realize I'm watching somthing else... I would try and try, but it wasn't working for me. The more and more I tried to listen I would just get bored in seconds.

So pretty much I've been trying to fit in with my friends, but was never able to do it. I was even thinking if I was getting left behind because of me not liking k-pop like my friends.

I remember when I was small I would always watch k-pop with my older cousin, I really liked the songs, but never knew it would be K-pop since I was young at that time. When I was small I was the first k-pop lover then showed it to Areum and the others. Soomin never liked K-pop so we would give her all the guys we thought that was ugly to us.

But anyways I never knew it was called K-pop back then. Now back to me now.

As going to my friends house
I got used to it, but never learned how to sing the songs. Although I was still not listening to BTS I just said " well if you wanna fit in might as well join them so you won't get left behind." When trying to sing with my friends and not knowing ANY words I just kept going.

One day, I had heard my friends talk about ME-OUT. " What is ME-OUT?" I said. They told me that it was for the four of them not counting me in, but then they put me in ME-OUT since they didn't want me to be alone.

On that day, Luckly I got to stay there for a bit longer. So my friends and I were deciding to see how good we were at our singing vocals. Everyone had sang pretty good on their songs. When it was my turn to sing I was nervous because I wasn't really confident about doing anything.

As I was singing I had laughed a lot so my friends turned around so they wouldn't look at me. I stopped laughing and started sing "Diamonds" by Rhianna. When I was done singing my friends looked me saying that I was good at singing.
I said thanks and smiled. But inside of me said "There just saying that cause you sang bad so they didn't hurt your feelings." But I still had fun singing With my friends.

As my friends wanted to sing to BTS songs, but do the solos. So I had looked up at Jin solo songs and this came up BTS Jin cover of I love you, Jin Mom cover and Awake. I chose Mom cause it was easier than the other songs. It had been a month of me trying to sing the song, but hey it was worth it. When I told my friends I was going to sing in Korean. They looked at me and said ok let's hear it.

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Sorry I just wanna cut it short cause it's getting dark so bye and NIGHT~~~~