Being pressured/Quitting ME-OUT/ Going solo?!?!

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Okay I know this sounds crazy, but yes I have thought about Quitting ME-OUT to go solo before.
It's not because of negative things about the members or drama, it's just that there's so much
Going on.
Here let me Explain
1,) there's to much songs to sing to

2,) to much dances to dance to

3,) what's the point if we don't perform in front of family?
(how's to feel to be on stage.)

I am grateful for what and how ME-OUT has changed me, but I wish to change somethings.
No, I'm not saying anyone's bad at being anything, all I'm just saying is why can't we
Do 1-2 songs we dance to all together and do our solo's? Like wouldn't that be easy to start off with?
Then doing 12 song/ dances or more. I think if all of us continued doing it this way we would all be stressing out.
I think if we all do it the way that is easier for me it wouldn't be a problem to me.

I was scared to say any thing or speak about this cause I was afraid to start drama or
They wouldn't understand, and kick me out of the group. But I want to speak up cause
I can't hold back waiting anymore and just be weak. I want to show that I can decide what to do
Then just sit there and follow.

We even have See the (Manager) she is the Person who decides what we should do. Cause if we
Have her as Manager and she doesn't decide what we do then what is she?
When the Manager speaks I listen and take it seriously cause I know she wants the best of us to improve in
Our Singing voices and dancing, also cause I'm kinda interested about using my
Voice and what I can do.

I know it sounds dumb, but that's how I feel cause we had only starting this group not to long ago. Yes I know
That the members might be reading this and be mad at me, but it's ok if things are going bad for me
I'll go solo. I'm not thinking I'm the best or anything it's just that l've been stressed, but just been hiding
It from all of the members so they don't have to worry about me. But for now I'll stay cause
Who knows it might get better/ change. If they do it my way or make it less songs/ dances I'll be okay.

Sorry for this page for being dumb, but I just wanted to let it go by writting it. So that could let
The other members Know how I'm feeling about this. Anyways BYE REANNA OUT!!

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