Living With BTS *Jungkook*

Chapter 40: Icons

SAME GOES? SAME GOES? WHY DID I SAY THAT! THATS NOT SMOOTH AT ALL! I've been thinking about it all day, why am I so weird? I seriously need some tips on how to be smooth. Same goes? I make myself want to vomit.

"E? You still here?" Jungkook asks waving a hand in front of my face, "What are you thinking about?" He asks with a chuckle. I shake my head, if only he knew.

"Nothing, are you ready for the show?" I ask zoning back in, I'm just chilling with jungkookie backstage until the show actually starts.

"Of course, always ready." He says confidently, he leans back into the couch. "You ready to fall for me again?" He asks, I look at him shocked. "My dancing? Fall for my dancing again?" He asks innocently, my mind. I just chuckle awkwardly. "Seriously whats up with you today? You seem so zoned out."

"I'm probably just tired, I didn't sleep much." I say without thinking about my words, kookie looks at me confused and a little sad.

"But, you were with me last night." He says softly, oh no! Shit! Fuck! Shit! Oh crap he looks upset, how do I fix it?

"Exactly! I was so hype to be back in the old house I couldn't sleep." I say, nice cover. "I'll go to my seat now, good luck!" I say giving him a thumbs up, he smiles.

"Cute. I'll try to spot you!" He calls as I leave, pfft good luck. I walk through the halls towards the arena. I find my seat and I sit there quietly, wow I really should of invited one of the girls or something. I hear screaming, I see the boys walking towards their seats.

My boys killing it. I feel my phone buzz, I look to see a notification from Jungkook.

J: Where r u?

E: in the arena, where else?

J: Alone?

E:I'm surrounded by a bunch of people

J: But do you know them?

E: Sure!

J: E :(

E: I'm busy watching the show, don't worry

J: come sit up here!

E: No

J: Come, why not?

E: Some fans will kill me and I'm not meant to be there

J: Other idols have their friends up here, why can't we? Plus youre famous anyway

E: Kookie no

J: Kookie yes

I laugh at the last message, I look to where he's sitting. He makes eye contact, he finally spotted me, he waves for me to come over. I shake my head, he pouts, baby. A coupe of minutes later a security guard escorts me to where? You guessed it. Jungkook's big stupid smile awaits.

"Yah! I told you I didn't want to sit here." I say as I playfully hit him, he pouts and holds the hand that I slapped him with. (lightly of course)

"You don't want to sit with me?" He asks. I sigh before I sit down beside him.

"Woah! E!" Tae yells as he sees me, he moves and sits on the other side of me, "I was wondering who you would be sitting with."

"I was sitting down there." I say pointing out my old seat, "But this idiot insisted."

"You'll have a better view here." Tae says, "Oh I think its starting."

Not gonna lie this is a much better seat, we all enjoyed the music and danced and sang along to the artists.

"TELL ME IM YOUR BABY BABY!" Jungkook and I yell, we both laugh at how stupid we look. "Woahhh she's so cool!" I say, I can believe I'm this close to a legend.

"Wait until our performance, it'll blow your mind!" Jungkook says, "Your phone." Huh? I look at my phone, oh shit its mother. I decline her call and text her since I won't be able to hear her from inside the venue.

E: What?

M: ARE YOU TRYING TO RUIN YOUR CAREER? Why are you sitting with that idiot!

E: What do you mean?

M: Media outlets, everywhere! You might get hate! Do you know how much money I will loose? Do you ever think of your mother? Get out of that place right now.

E: no.

I turn off my phone and focus back on the artist performing, jungkook looks at me with a concerned look. I meet his look with a smile.

"Everything okay?" He asks.

"Yeah, it was no one." I say back casually, he nods and he also focuses back on the artist. I sigh, damn I am so dead after this. Should I just listen to her and leave? But I was having such a good time. "I'll be back!" I say to jungkook, I go to stand but he holds onto my hand firmly. I look at him confused.

"Last time you left you said you would be back." Guess I'm staying!

"You're right, sorry. I'll stay." I say, I wrap my fingers around his hand. Our hands are under the fabric of my dress so no one can see. He doesn't look at me but he smiles when we hold hands, cutie.