Testify [S4s.]

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E L I J A ' 🌿

⛅When I got home.⛅

I walked in highly upset about what had happened at the lake. I was too angry to even see Marquess in my room on my bed as I stripped my clothes...

After Marquess had his way with me, I took a bath soaking in it. I scrubbed my body attempting to clean away memories of him. I hated my mom, and most of all I hated myself.

Not only that, there was Heaven who I've grown to like well more than like and I just feel like I let her have her way with me as well. But I knew I couldn't dare to compare the two, Heaven Was someone who cared for me and I fucked it all up. She was the only one who believed in me. Maybe she hate me.

   I cried into my pillow, hard as i ever did. Shes going to tell everyone that she had her way with me. And then everyone will really believe what Madison said, and then they'll portray me as some Dicking Dyke.

I cried more. I shouldn't care about what people say about me. But words hurt So much.

No matter how hard i convince myself that they don't because they do.

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Heaven

I casually walked down stairs pretending to be fine, and that my heart isn't broken.

"Hey." I said excitedly but for some reason it only to came out gloomy as ever.

"Whats wrong?" Alex askes rubbing my back in a circular motion. Being asked whats wrong always broke me down.

And thats when i poured my heart out. "Its going to be okay." She cooed.

I rolled my eyes as tears poured."that's what everyone says." I cried harder.

Carter eyebrows came to an arch as she stepped into the kitchen."who i gotta kill?" She asked in a dull but serious tone.

"No one, but me." It felt as if my life was over. I didn't care if i was being over dramatic, im in love and am a teenager. This is what we do.

"What happened and tell me now before i do take your life." Carter threaten.

I knew she'll hurt me so i confessed my feelings. "S-she told me she hates m-me and that I-i only wanted one thing!" I cried out loud in agony.

"Who?" Asked with a shaky voice.

"I can't say-y." I said as i wiped my tears not having any left to spare.

It was a long pregnant pause before she shook her head, grab her keys and left.

I just wanted her to love me.

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Elija' J 🎆

I finally got something to eat. "Why are you still down here?" Marquess asked.

"Because I Can be." I rolled my eyes fetching myself some water.

"Is that so?" I cringed at those words.

"N-no." I said softly.

He grabbed me by my hair, holding my head back."who the fuck do you think you be talking to?" He glared at me.

"N-no O-one." I said as a tear fell down my cheek.

"Nah. Cuz you be thinking you talking to me with that slick ass mouth I got something for your ass." He smirked devilishly.

"Pleas-se I-im Sorry." I cried.

"Its too late for that." He chuckled.

He quickly pulled his pants down. I cried. "N-o no Noooo!" I screamed. I tried to run but that only caused him to get stronger and angrier.

He snatched my pants off, ramming his small penis inside of me. I yelled out in pain. Someone please make this stop.

"Im-m sorry please stoppp!"

"Take this dick, bitch you deserve it!" He said between strokes. I was now numb waiting for it to be over.

He stopped as He got above my breast trying to make me give him oral. I fought like my life depends on it. I wasn't about to let degrade me more than he already has.

"Stop moving!" He yelled punching me.

He decided to get and leave out the door leaving it open. I stayed in this position for what felt like hours, trying to gather my thoughts.

I had a headache, from all that screaming and crying. I don't know how I still managed to cry at the moment.

I sat up wiping my tears as i pulled my pants up. The wind closed the door. As I locked it, I slid down behind it continuing to shed tears.

I heard a loud knock startling me. I wiped my face the best way I could.
I opened the door and Carter stood there.

"Can I come in?" She asked looking behind her.

"Are you going to murder me?"

"No."

"Then no you can't come in." I teased trying to brighten my mood.

"Ya right, I do what I want." She pushed pass me slightly.

"Is it your time of the month?" She asked.

"No why would you ask that."

"Because your gym shorts has blood on them- if your menstrum isn't on then why are you bleeding-Elija'!" Carter frowned.

"I-i don't k-know." I lied.

"You can tell me, I want to help."

"You wouldn't understand." I croaked into tears.

"Hey, c'mon give me Chance." Carter said hugging me, I just broke down, I couldn't take it anymore.

"H-he Beats and R-rapes me!" I cried.

"Who?!" My mom yelled.

When did she get here?

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Thoughts on marquess/Marcus sorry I missed the names up. 😣

Thoughts on Carter.😌

Thoughts on Heaven.😍

Thoughts on Elija'. 😘

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