Testify [S4s.]

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Elija'

I watched Heaven walk up to me. I mean to us as in me and Carter. I pretended to enjoy this meal while Letting Carter Know that Heaven and her Wife or what ever was walking up to us. With my eyes and hand gestures but that clearly didnt work.

"What the hell is you doing praying? because even though i don't pray that much. I have a huge hunch that it doesn't go like that." Carter said looking at me weird while taking a bite of her Juicy burger.

I couldn't understand how hers looked better than mines. C'mon now we ordered the same thing. For some reason, i couldn't eat and thats a different story for a different time.

"Hey, Carter! Hey Elija'- wait Elija' what are yall doing here? This looks like a date!" Heaven spoke fast with a  Cherry bright red skin tone that was scary yet Attractive.

"Yall know how in the movies or tv shows the protagonist yells its not what it looks like- well this is one of those moments." I spoke up shyly.

"Yea, we all need to talk, Elija' Has a-" Carter started off casually.

"School problem!" I yelled slightly narrowing my eyes at Carter, i know this women wasn't about to tell my damn business.

If Heaven Knew about my drug problem, I'll be hella lonely at school and It'll ruin anything we could've had. I shot Carter beggingly eyes, Hoping she'll drop this conversation.

"Well duh, Carter know better ain't that right, Carter?" Alex snarled.

"Yes Babe I know, But you better know too!" Carter grabbed Alex roughly pulling her down to her lap for a make out session.

I looked down at my uneaten food."you wanna head out?" I asked Heaven.

"Sure before they start conceiving babies, you just dont know the torture of living with them, they bang like rabbits all day and all night-" I Smoothly Cut her off.

"Ok I got it, ion need no more details am scarred enough."  I quickly left the two in there while, Leading Heaven far away. To my favorite spot.

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      I had my hands over her eyes, leading the way to my favorite spot.
I uncovered her eyes, while she looked stunned."its b-beautiful."

"Im speechless" she said smiling at me.

"This is my favorite place to come besides the park with the bench, to release stress and stuff." I spoke softly, in guilt for not telling her My deepest darkest sercert. Madison already told the school my other one with a twist to it. That lying little bitch.

"So what do you do here?" She asked while she stroked my hair, catching herself she moved her hand quickly.

I blushed. I stood up on the rock. "I hate you!" I screamed loud as i could.

She looked at me as if i was crazy."the fuck?"

I laughed, "C'mon try it and I wasn't saying that to you. Look its easy no names just a picture of that person in your head saying or screaming it out loud to get it off of your chest."

"Look ill do it again."

"you ruined my lifeee!" I screamed out about a couple of people like my mom, madison and Marquess.

"Fine, just for you." She stood up wiggling trying not to fall. She had no balance until I helped her.

"Im Lonely!" Heaven screamed. She breathed really hard nearly falling into the water below us.

I laughed continuing the process.
"I have a eating disorder!" I wanted to add because I do drugs but I'll leave that part out.

She stopped before she was about to scream and lookes at me. Well into my soul, this look made me speechless i couldn't move. Until i fell into the water. She quickly jumped in after me, i floated to the top grabbing air into my lungs, running my hand backwards on top of my hair.

"I think im inlove with you!" Heaven screamed, Moments later We shared a soul sucking kiss. We broke for oxygen then we kissed again.

We started stripping our clothes our shoes was already off from when we stepped onto the rocks. I was in my boxers and sports bra and so was she.

She went from my lips to my neck, A slight moan escaped my lips. Heaven hands slipped into my boxers making their way into my Purl.

She started to rubbed and Finger me at the same time. I couldn't take it.

"mhmm, please stop!" I managed to get out. Due to my mouth being in a oval shape. Silence took over me as i was near my peak.

I tried pushing Heaven away but she only held me tighter, shushing me with her lips. Our tongue fought for dominance but i was too weak allowing her to take control once again.

I finally came. Breathing terribly Hard I blushed when our eyes met. I couldn't believe I lost my true virginity in a Lake. I quickly grabbed my clothes. Rushing them on, I realized this must've been what she wanted all along. Not me but my virtue.

I ran as my i put my shoes onto my feet. Tears running from my eyes just as I ran from her.

I never looked back, Besides I dont i have the strength to.

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Heaven

     I was hurt. How could she think thats all i wanted from her. For heaven sakes I just told her im in love with her.

I quickly put on my clothes following her as tears fell from my eyes. My life wasn't so perfect either. She was the only one making it special. So special to a point, moments with her made my life feel surreal.

The surrealism she displayed for me. wasn't taken for granted but to the heart.

"Elija' please wait up." I begged.

She turned around shooting me a murderous glare that stung my heart. "You think this is some type of game?"

I was silent.

"Huh!?"

I remained silent. The words i wanted to come out, differed from the way my heart felt. It ached for her, if she only knew.

If she only knew my heart sang.

"Heaven Neveah I Hate you!" She took off once again. But this time i didn't follow her.

I was to lost in my own pain to confront her.

Little did I know she needed me more than the harsh words that was pushing me away.

But i needed her too.

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hope you all enjoyed this. Sorry i be M.I.A im tryna graduate💀😭💀💕👌💯