Forgive And Forget

Chapter 9

Regina's POV.
As I walk out of the scan room I see Emma sitting in her phone typing I roll my eyes and walk past her. She grabbed my wrist and pulled me into the front of her. "Get the hell off of me." I shout at her but she doesn't care. She grabs me out of the doctors and to the car. "Get in!" She commands 'damn that turned me on.' "No! I'm going in town I'll get a cab." I say and start to walk away. Then all of a sudden I'm being picked up "Emma! Put me the hell down!" "No! Regina your going to listen to me whether you like it or not." She placed me in the car and went to her side and got in. She started the car and drove out of the parking lot. "What are you so scared of Regina?!" "You leaving me. Having raise these baby's on my own. Never loving anyone again because the love of my life is with someone else." I say as tears pour down my face. "Regina. I'm not seeing anyone else. I fucking love you. And it hurts me so fucking much that you constantly think I'm cheating on you! It's destroying me regina. I would never do that to you! The ruby I was texting isn't my ex. She's my second cousin. Nobody new about her. I was just telling her information about the family. I promise I've never cheated on you!" She shouts crying.  "I-I'm sorry. Maybe we should have some time apart. A break" I say quietly crying at the fact she was shouting at me and I felt so bad for thinking she was cheating. She pulls the car over and looks at me in disbelief "what?!" She asked more tears flowing. "I-I don't want to hurt you Emma. I love you. But my hormones are all over the place and I'm thinking the worst. I hate hurting you. And if we have a break y-you can do anything you want be with anyone. You could be happy. Find the love of your life. I'll still let you see the baby's whenever you want. But I don't want you hating me because of my insecurity's" I say sobbing "no. Regina. Fuck you! The only thing Hurting me is that you don't trust me! I don't want to be with anyone but you! You are the love of my life. And I'm not spending another minute of my life without you! Whether you like it or not! No breaks. We put an end to this now! I have not and never will cheat on you! And I know your hormones are all other the place. But you have nothing to worry about! I love you." She shouts I put my head down. After five minutes I hear her muttering I give up. She pulls onto the road and drives home. As we pull up at the house she looks at me. "W-we should break up. Emma I don't want to be the one who hurts you. I love you more than anything. But I'm scared that I'm always going to have doubts. And I hate when people shout at me you know that. It's why I didn't answer you earlier. And it's my mothers fault. She used to shout at me when I was younger and I would cry for my father when he went to work. It wasn't until the day she hit me she stopped shouting realising what she had done. And ever since she supported me. But I can't deal with shouting. And I can't deal with hurting you." I quickly get out the car and into the house. As I walk in I see Zelena sitting on the couch. I looked at her shocked. "W-what the hell are you doing here?" "I came to see my baby sis." She stood up and hugged me and I sobbed into her neck. "Who is it?" "What?" "The girl that broke your heart?" "I broke hers and my own" I say sitting down. I look out the window to see Emma crying on the phone. And I cry harder. "I broke up with her because I'm so insecure right now. I can't stop thinking that she's cheating on me." Zelena put her hand on my belly and rubbed it. She done it all the time when I was upset" I smile. "Just tell her your sorry. I'm sure it will be fine." She leans down to my stomach "your mommy is a little upset so I need you to be nice okay baby. Im your Auntie z" she kissed my belly. "It's twins." She looked at me in shock. And a tear slipped down her cheek. She gave me a hug. Zelena was a twin. Her twin was a boy. Called Henry. He was amazing the best big brother. But. He was run over by a drunk driver when he was sixteen. She pecked my lips. And Emma walked in. She looked furious and upset. "E-Emma this is Zelena. My sister" "ohh your the girlfriend?" Zelena said standing up and shaking Emma's hand. "Wife actually. Soon to be ex. I just got off the phone to my lawyer. I filed for divorce. All you have to do is sign them." I nod but can't stop the tears for flowing. "I'm going to get my stuff and stay with Roni." "You know I hate Roni" I say crying. "And you know how much I love you. And that I would never cheat on you. But you still broke up with me!" She says quietly not shouting. "B-but what if she sets you up with ruby?" "Why do you care? You don't want me!" "Yes. Yes I do. I'm just to insecure" "why. You have nothing to be insecure about Regina!" "I'm fat. I'm ugly. I'm a hormonal mess." I shout and Zelena starts rubbing my stomach calming me down. "Your not fat! Your pregnant with my baby's. Your not ugly. Your the hottest sexiest most beautiful person I have ever seen. And I know your hormonal. But all I want you to do is speak to me. If you have doubts. Talk to me. Don't accuse me. Please. I love you Regina" I don't say anything. She walk upstairs. "Regina. That girl loves you! Now you get your hormones in check. Get that ass off yours upstairs and sort this shit out." Zelena says pulling me up. I nodded and wipe my eyes. I go upstairs and into our room. I see Emma putting her clothes in her suitcase. "No stop." I say she shakes her head and continues "Emma please I'm sorry. Okay I-I don't want you to leave I'm sorry I said we should break up and I'm sorry I accused you. I promise to talk to you when I feel like somethings wrong. Just please don't leave me and our baby's." She stops and looks at me she doesn't say anything. I take a step forward and cup her face. "I love you so much. And if you leave that has to be the end. No more chances. If you stay. You stay for good. If you leave. You never come back. It has to be this way. I can't keep hurting both of us." I whisper as our heads touch. She leans in and kisses me. "I'm staying" we kiss again. "Well. I'm glad you love birds are okay. Now can I have the guest room?" "What why?" "Well I left Ryan. We where always at each other's throats and he hit me." "What!" I walk toward the door raging only to be pulled back by zelena. "No. Your pregnant. No drama. I need my baby nieces or nephews." "Niece and nephew." I whisper. "What?" Emma says happily. "A boy and a girl!" I nod and they both tackle me in a hug.